"I had the right to remain silent.......but i didnt have the ability " lol

[meghanmiliss]

Sitting home, bored. Waiting to hear of something thats going on, theres supposed to be a party but no one actually calls me to tell me there is one, i have to call 69 people to find out. Yeah im so popular. HAH. Anyways, homecomings over and so is cheerleading. Its really sad, i cried last night. What started me to be so sad, is i always hold the sign for the football players to run through.. always always always. And last night i was goin to hold it and my coach screamed at me and told me i cant, cuz the cheerleaders on "HOMECOMING COURT" were going to. It was my last game ever, and she didnt let me hold it. It may sound dumb but thats not the point that i didnt get to hold the sign, its just the whole fact that, thats it. Im never cheering again. And i just cried, cuz everythings over. Everythings beginning to be over, that was my last homecoming week in high school, the one week that i actually love being at school. its over. That sucks. Yeahh. oh well i guess.i went to the mall with jarred and karen today. That was fun. I havent seen karen in forever! YAYY!!! i missed her a lot. The other day i was watching this movie in class and matt damon was in it. and i thought of chrissy. lol MATT DAMON WOOOO MATT DAMON WOOOOO. haha i hope she remembers that. i miss everyone. Everyone has a boyfriend or girlfriend so its kinda hard. its really gay. To be perfectly honest with you, i hate sitting around other people when im like the only odd man out(haha no pun intended) It really sucks, so its just like me. Im a loner. Right on.... Well im gonna go sit around and wait for someone to call me which prob won't happen till like 11 but oh well. Peace out guys.
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