17 Days and counting

[meghanhalfhill]

in 17 days i'll be Mrs. Meghan Marie Boggs. I think back about all the people i thought I'd married and none of them are like Brian. Brian and i have something that is so hard to explain.  I love him so much sometimes it hurts

Comments

[nena_nikkita]

i think that so beautiful. Josh and I have the same thing..but here I am almost 19 and he is ready to have children... and i feel that i havent really do anything with my life yet.

[meghanhalfhill]

well Brian does not want to have kids yet he wants to wait a few years but my feeling on the matter is that if it happens it happens. i can't go back to school yet because we have to get the car and house paid for so my life right now has no real meaning. I go to work I come home and i do it all over again there is nothing to really wake up for if you know what it happening everyday. You know what i mean? I'm not saying that i don't like waking up beside Brian everyday but I just want something more sometimes. I miss having something meaningful to do.