so anyway........
these last few days have been kind of like one big blur blended together. I've just been in my own bubble, listening to my music and day dreaming about Patrick Stump. he's sooooo dreamy!!!! lol.
no seriously though, if I got to shake his hand I would never wash it.
usually in my LJ I would bitch about my life being so boring and how I can't wait to get out of this town and yada yada yada, but I'm actually trying to not focus on that and focus on things I am passionate about and just try to look at the bright side of shit. what's the point in always being depressing? it just makes your life shitty.
although I do keep having this reoccuring dream.....
that one day soon i will just drive away, destination unknown and go on a big adventure. going by myself with good music would be fine. the only con(and most important thing) is that I don't have the funds to just run off and be spontanioius. maybe one day soon I will though and I'll do it! until then I will leave you with another beautiful sequence of lyrics from one of my favorite bands in the world!
"I'm the first kid to write of hearts lies and friends
And I am sorry my conscience caled in sick again,
and i've got arrogance down to a science....,
so douse yourself in cheap perfume it's
so fitting of the way you are,
you can't cover it up, YOU CANT COVER IT UP,
find a safe place
brace yourself,
bite your lip
I'm sending your fingernails and empty bottles youve sipped
back to your family cause
I know you will be missed
so douse yourself in cheap perfume it's
so fitting of the way your are
you cant cover it up YOU CANT COVER IT UP
they call kids like us vicious and carved out of stone
but for what weve become,
we just feel more alone
always weigh what ive lost against what i left
so progress report
I AM MISSING YOU TO DEATH"
no seriously though, if I got to shake his hand I would never wash it.
usually in my LJ I would bitch about my life being so boring and how I can't wait to get out of this town and yada yada yada, but I'm actually trying to not focus on that and focus on things I am passionate about and just try to look at the bright side of shit. what's the point in always being depressing? it just makes your life shitty.
although I do keep having this reoccuring dream.....
that one day soon i will just drive away, destination unknown and go on a big adventure. going by myself with good music would be fine. the only con(and most important thing) is that I don't have the funds to just run off and be spontanioius. maybe one day soon I will though and I'll do it! until then I will leave you with another beautiful sequence of lyrics from one of my favorite bands in the world!
"I'm the first kid to write of hearts lies and friends
And I am sorry my conscience caled in sick again,
and i've got arrogance down to a science....,
so douse yourself in cheap perfume it's
so fitting of the way you are,
you can't cover it up, YOU CANT COVER IT UP,
find a safe place
brace yourself,
bite your lip
I'm sending your fingernails and empty bottles youve sipped
back to your family cause
I know you will be missed
so douse yourself in cheap perfume it's
so fitting of the way your are
you cant cover it up YOU CANT COVER IT UP
they call kids like us vicious and carved out of stone
but for what weve become,
we just feel more alone
always weigh what ive lost against what i left
so progress report
I AM MISSING YOU TO DEATH"