lalala.
so yesterday was interesting;
i went to alyssa's house for her 18th birthday with katie, larry, sack, jessie and, erica.
i smoked so much i thought my lungs were going to cave in, it was rediiiic.
THEN, after smoking around 6 bowls.
i went inside and totally won bp. hellllzyeah.
and then after bp we played flip cup and kings.
the room was spinning, it felt like jp ap all over again<3.
i don't know why i love that feeling of being completely out of my head.
then i passed the fuck ouuuuttt, and woke up around 12.
i hung out w/ katie and larry todai after getting into the big arguement with my father.
which just totally ruined my day.
i don't understand why he doesn't understand that i'm going away to college.
unless things do a 180 around my house, which i know he'll promise me that and then things will go back the way it's always been.
he yells at me, calling me a fucking idiot and picks out all my little mistakes.
and i cry and leave.
and i can't handle that anymore when i have an oppurtunity to leave.
it's not going to go down liiiike that.
and my partents are going away for a night, im so excited!
party at my houuseeee<3
OH and me and george made up, which i'm so totally happy about.
i just hope that we don't fuck it up again.
yanno?
i went to alyssa's house for her 18th birthday with katie, larry, sack, jessie and, erica.
i smoked so much i thought my lungs were going to cave in, it was rediiiic.
THEN, after smoking around 6 bowls.
i went inside and totally won bp. hellllzyeah.
and then after bp we played flip cup and kings.
the room was spinning, it felt like jp ap all over again<3.
i don't know why i love that feeling of being completely out of my head.
then i passed the fuck ouuuuttt, and woke up around 12.
i hung out w/ katie and larry todai after getting into the big arguement with my father.
which just totally ruined my day.
i don't understand why he doesn't understand that i'm going away to college.
unless things do a 180 around my house, which i know he'll promise me that and then things will go back the way it's always been.
he yells at me, calling me a fucking idiot and picks out all my little mistakes.
and i cry and leave.
and i can't handle that anymore when i have an oppurtunity to leave.
it's not going to go down liiiike that.
and my partents are going away for a night, im so excited!
party at my houuseeee<3
OH and me and george made up, which i'm so totally happy about.
i just hope that we don't fuck it up again.
yanno?