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why is it every year since I've been at kettering someone close to me always dies or is about to?
my grandma was just put on hospice and thats the 2nd grandparent in 5 months, see this one hasn't ever been their for me or my sister since I can remember and it's so frustrating for me because I sit and think why should I care about her when se dosen't about me, but shes my dads mom so I guess it would be wrong for me not to yea know, I'm so sick of it, Do I have a curse put on me or something in life that the people I try to care about or do care about suffers atleast I still have another grandma that cares for me and my sister more than anything, and to top it off I miss my grandpa more and more everyday I though this was suppose to get easier guys huh? well it's not is it possible for a person to feel this much doubt and pain at this age I just wish I could blink and make it all go away, but w/e sry just had to vent
but on a happier note powderpuff game is in 2 days woohoo, I have to work until 8:30 but I'm gonna get out earlier so I can pick up a friend and take her to it so that's gonna be a lot of fun, and seniors we better win I'll be cheerin for yea all
well im out love yea all!!!!
my grandma was just put on hospice and thats the 2nd grandparent in 5 months, see this one hasn't ever been their for me or my sister since I can remember and it's so frustrating for me because I sit and think why should I care about her when se dosen't about me, but shes my dads mom so I guess it would be wrong for me not to yea know, I'm so sick of it, Do I have a curse put on me or something in life that the people I try to care about or do care about suffers atleast I still have another grandma that cares for me and my sister more than anything, and to top it off I miss my grandpa more and more everyday I though this was suppose to get easier guys huh? well it's not is it possible for a person to feel this much doubt and pain at this age I just wish I could blink and make it all go away, but w/e sry just had to vent
but on a happier note powderpuff game is in 2 days woohoo, I have to work until 8:30 but I'm gonna get out earlier so I can pick up a friend and take her to it so that's gonna be a lot of fun, and seniors we better win I'll be cheerin for yea all
well im out love yea all!!!!