it's hard to believe that i would let myself get so wrapped into you.
so last night was so much fun.
i went to the mall with kels taylor & jenn
ended up getting a tshirt from hollister
its cute i like it
we sat in hollister on those chairs for like 15 minutes talking.
then got up and moved into AE. haha.
then taylors mom picked us up and took us back to her house.
her basement looks so cute i love it.
so basically we drank Juicy Juice the entire night.
eventhough when i called my mom and she asked if i was drunk.
i love the irony. as im sitting there drinking a little kids drink.
go figure.
and yeah i almost choked on a chip cause kels made me laugh.
scariest thing ever lol.
the night was really fun though.
i missed hanging out like that cause we really haven't that often since the summer.
so i went home around 11 && got to sleep in this morning.
i couldnt go to dance because my parents are going to visit my brother in college
and i didn't have a ride to or from dance.
sok i'm not complaining. i needed the sleep.
last night i got really stressed out for some reason after i got home.
i guess i have to watch what i say.
i didn't say like anything mean but apparently being too nice is.. bad?
i don't know i'm always giving people the wrong impressions,
when i'm really just kind of acting like myself to them.
but it made someone think that they're more than a friend to me.
or at least could be in the future.
and that's not how i meant to come off at all.
i was kind of just talking to them like myself but i don't know.
and when i read over the stuff i said it makes sense what my friends were saying.
since they pointed it out to me.
but i don't exactly know how to not be like that to someone.
since it's kind of natural..
or else i think i'm being a bitch.
so theres a problem.
and i'm pretty sure i've done this more than once.
actually, i know i have now that i think about it.
and i don't want to ignore the person(s) because they're immnesly nice.
i'll figure it out.
i'll write more later
♥