seriously

[meggzyxmurder]

can someone just give me $1000
I am ready to cry
and I am running out of options

I dont even want to ge tout of bed everyday

I hate being this depressed.

I am so stressed out.

I feel so bad for Paul, I promised him the world...
and now I cant give it to him

I can't even give him a place to live:(

its going to be great being 5 months pregnant and living on the streets after they have shipped my husband back to england because i cant provide for him

I feel like such a fucking failure.