My heart, it breaks.
well last night I felt like ripping my own heart out and stomping on it.
Saying buy to oddball, cusic and sophie was so sad.
those three people (aside from having to say bye to nicola tonight) have been the nicest to me and are so close to paul. I feel like total shit taking him away from everything he knows and loves.
Everyone says "Meghan you are making him happy and this is what he wants as well" but I cant help feeling like a bitch for taking him away from his friends.
I just want to say sorry to everyone for that and Iam sorry if you all resent me for it.
Once Paul and I got around the corner out of sight of everyone at Carpe I started Bawling. I am horrible with goodbyes and Like I said I feel bad as well.
Today is going to be an emotional rollercoaster, Nicola is comming down to see us before we go, I love her, I think she has been an amazing friend to me whilst I have been here And I am truely greatful for all she has done for me. We are going to have to say bye to pauls mum and siblings today. Oh more Tears for me.
this is harder than I thought, I feel like I am hurting people so I can be happy with Paul...and that is the one thing I never want.
By the way.. ODDBALL you get better soon mate, and I am proud of you for keeping all your shit when that piece of shit guy tried to mug you. And thank you for being an AMAZING friend.
to everyone I have met, Thanks for welcoming me with "open arms" and treating me like one of your friends. that meant alot to me. And thank you to everyone who has wished us luck and wished us well.
I am going to miss everyone, so goodbye for now Leeds and the amazing People I have met here, You have been amazing to me.♥
p.s. I still HATE lesbian haircuts.
Saying buy to oddball, cusic and sophie was so sad.
those three people (aside from having to say bye to nicola tonight) have been the nicest to me and are so close to paul. I feel like total shit taking him away from everything he knows and loves.
Everyone says "Meghan you are making him happy and this is what he wants as well" but I cant help feeling like a bitch for taking him away from his friends.
I just want to say sorry to everyone for that and Iam sorry if you all resent me for it.
Once Paul and I got around the corner out of sight of everyone at Carpe I started Bawling. I am horrible with goodbyes and Like I said I feel bad as well.
Today is going to be an emotional rollercoaster, Nicola is comming down to see us before we go, I love her, I think she has been an amazing friend to me whilst I have been here And I am truely greatful for all she has done for me. We are going to have to say bye to pauls mum and siblings today. Oh more Tears for me.
this is harder than I thought, I feel like I am hurting people so I can be happy with Paul...and that is the one thing I never want.
By the way.. ODDBALL you get better soon mate, and I am proud of you for keeping all your shit when that piece of shit guy tried to mug you. And thank you for being an AMAZING friend.
to everyone I have met, Thanks for welcoming me with "open arms" and treating me like one of your friends. that meant alot to me. And thank you to everyone who has wished us luck and wished us well.
I am going to miss everyone, so goodbye for now Leeds and the amazing People I have met here, You have been amazing to me.♥
p.s. I still HATE lesbian haircuts.