May 05, 2004 11:03
Hey guys. i am so confused on what to do right now. i love him to death but when he lies to me i dont know if i can trust him n e more. i was just starting to gain full trust towards him again and then he had to go and ruin it by lieing to me. I love him so much and i dont want to loose him but if he EVER does this shit again then he is gone for good. im not going to put up with his shit n e more. So n e ways, other than that my week has been ok. i put some apps in at the mall so hopefully i will get a job. i havent really done much else. i havent been in the mood to do n e thing. i think doris is mad at me, and i dont know why. i hate this. we just started to become friends again. i hope shes not mad at me. she is like one of my best friends who i can talk to about n e thing and she is always there for me. my life is just falling apart. i dont want to be here n e more. well im gunna go. talk to you all later. Meg