life whining please ignore
I know I do this more and more often but I need to have this release or it just bottles and I lose it. I am so anxious. I feel like I have been wasting so much of my time. My personal life has found the right track but now I need to find my career path. I have all this passion and drive to give my life and just no outlet. I would love and be thrilled to work in any form of media. I thought I fish on the line for a media internship but nothing has come of it. It is taking a huge emotional toll on me not having any chance to prove myself. I am not asking to start at the top, I don't belong there (yet). All I want is a chance, just one chance to see if I can actually can do it. How do you get that chance when no one wants to even talk to you.