yeahh I'm backk
So I rarely update anymore... Seems like noone freakin updates anymore. That is what inspires me to do it :-P But right now I am sitting, waiting my 30 minutes so I can take my teeth whitener off. This stuff makes my teeth hurt. But at least it makes them pretty.
So last night I was up about 1am watching Stargate and I get one of those really bad feelings... And I start worrying about what was wrong with who.... It was just a really creepy feeling.. I just started feeling really paranoid.. And feeling really anxious. I had to walk to the living room to get the next Stargate DVD and I just couldn't help but feel this eerie feeling.. I check the locks.. and listen... and hurry to my room... Still feeling overwhelmed. Anyways, I went through my mind and I knew that Chris had gone home much earlier and would be in bed and not out because he had jury duty this morning. So I did not call him to wake him up, or else I would have. Then I thought, well... it's a Tuesday night.. So hopefully none of my family was out... And hoped that Justin didn't have a show... But calmed myself in knowing that my parents would call me if anything was wrong.... So I laid down in bed and curled up feeling very overwhelmed, but watched some Stargate.. and fell asleep. I woke up later to the tv still on and turned it off. Well a bit later I hear my phone ring, but it kind of just half woke me up, and I figured it was the battery going dead again... and I was too asleep to get up to look because it was in the living room and I didn't know exactly where it was.... This morning comes and I wake up about 830.. The cats had been tearing around the house so I had been in a semi-conscious state for a bit, but the internal alarm woke me up at 830. As I come to consciousness I jump out of bed and start looking in a panic for my phone because I couldn't find it and it clicked with me that someone had called a few hours before... Well I text message it from my computer, hoping the battery wasn't dead so it would make noise.. and it's at my feet. I delete the message I had just sent myself and there is a missed call... 347am.. Amanda called me.. Who never calls me... And called me in the middle of the night. So now I am very worried about her.. But I don't want to call her if she was up til 4am... I texted her and she didn't respond. AMANDA, if everything's alright I'm going to kick your ass. I texted Chris and he was fine, sitting in jury duty. That was a really wierd coincedence if nothing else.
So today I am going to try to find my way to Baybrook mall to exchange Chris's Sharper Image Christmas present that didn't work. That is my Valentine's present for him. He brought me toilet paper because I was low and didn't know what kind of situation I was in (whether I was having to bathe after every time I pottied) so he thought to bring me a new roll since he used a whole brand new roll the other day. I am also going to cash in my DSW birthday gift certificate. yeahhh. Ok, now I gotta pay my credit card bill before going shopping to see how much money I actually have..... I am totally going to get lost. Houston scares me.
Oh yeah, and Gina, one of my best friends from my high school era is in town.. and I don't know when she can come visit me!!! >:o bc I don't know my work schedule. Dmanit. And my boss hasn't e-mailed me back. argikoaigjoa
So last night I was up about 1am watching Stargate and I get one of those really bad feelings... And I start worrying about what was wrong with who.... It was just a really creepy feeling.. I just started feeling really paranoid.. And feeling really anxious. I had to walk to the living room to get the next Stargate DVD and I just couldn't help but feel this eerie feeling.. I check the locks.. and listen... and hurry to my room... Still feeling overwhelmed. Anyways, I went through my mind and I knew that Chris had gone home much earlier and would be in bed and not out because he had jury duty this morning. So I did not call him to wake him up, or else I would have. Then I thought, well... it's a Tuesday night.. So hopefully none of my family was out... And hoped that Justin didn't have a show... But calmed myself in knowing that my parents would call me if anything was wrong.... So I laid down in bed and curled up feeling very overwhelmed, but watched some Stargate.. and fell asleep. I woke up later to the tv still on and turned it off. Well a bit later I hear my phone ring, but it kind of just half woke me up, and I figured it was the battery going dead again... and I was too asleep to get up to look because it was in the living room and I didn't know exactly where it was.... This morning comes and I wake up about 830.. The cats had been tearing around the house so I had been in a semi-conscious state for a bit, but the internal alarm woke me up at 830. As I come to consciousness I jump out of bed and start looking in a panic for my phone because I couldn't find it and it clicked with me that someone had called a few hours before... Well I text message it from my computer, hoping the battery wasn't dead so it would make noise.. and it's at my feet. I delete the message I had just sent myself and there is a missed call... 347am.. Amanda called me.. Who never calls me... And called me in the middle of the night. So now I am very worried about her.. But I don't want to call her if she was up til 4am... I texted her and she didn't respond. AMANDA, if everything's alright I'm going to kick your ass. I texted Chris and he was fine, sitting in jury duty. That was a really wierd coincedence if nothing else.
So today I am going to try to find my way to Baybrook mall to exchange Chris's Sharper Image Christmas present that didn't work. That is my Valentine's present for him. He brought me toilet paper because I was low and didn't know what kind of situation I was in (whether I was having to bathe after every time I pottied) so he thought to bring me a new roll since he used a whole brand new roll the other day. I am also going to cash in my DSW birthday gift certificate. yeahhh. Ok, now I gotta pay my credit card bill before going shopping to see how much money I actually have..... I am totally going to get lost. Houston scares me.
Oh yeah, and Gina, one of my best friends from my high school era is in town.. and I don't know when she can come visit me!!! >:o bc I don't know my work schedule. Dmanit. And my boss hasn't e-mailed me back. argikoaigjoa