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dreams as of late... weird
- ay powderpuff sees ay frat and gets challeneged to a beach scrimmage with their groupies?
-- we are playing with a squish ball... not a real football... ???
- my family are in the phillippines and my aunt pulls me aside and tells me to tell me to talk my grandma up about her, nothing bad. which is really funny. to me. if you knew my aunt you would understand. shes the best girl.
anyway. the job situation didnt get better. still working MAYBE 4 hours a week... and i am now on the prowl. but not really. because i want to have fun. but i also need money for that, such a goddamn catch 22.
i've been freaking out and crying over the economy, my future, everyones future, and comparing and contrasting how i shouldnt feel selfish, especially since my family supports me. but goddamn, it is not ok that college is ending and the world is sucking so much.
but amdist all the bullshit that is the world... im still happy. i actually went to bed and woke up one morning thinking that life is amazing and i couldnt imagine having better friends, family, social life, and straight enjoyment out of school.
actually... matt said it right, "we are such a goddamn group of weirdo's, its only right that we all hang out" - so true.
i guess i've found my niche, just in time to leave it... sounds like a story im familiar with.
but i think ive grown up enough to actually DEAL with it this time.
im taking, in a nutshell, three history courses this quarter. one on political integration of latin america, africa, and the european influence. another on american democratic development, and my FAV is the history of telecommunications. its weird havin an 8:30am-5:45pm schedule. im up... i go... and i stay. its kinda creepy.
- ay powderpuff sees ay frat and gets challeneged to a beach scrimmage with their groupies?
-- we are playing with a squish ball... not a real football... ???
- my family are in the phillippines and my aunt pulls me aside and tells me to tell me to talk my grandma up about her, nothing bad. which is really funny. to me. if you knew my aunt you would understand. shes the best girl.
anyway. the job situation didnt get better. still working MAYBE 4 hours a week... and i am now on the prowl. but not really. because i want to have fun. but i also need money for that, such a goddamn catch 22.
i've been freaking out and crying over the economy, my future, everyones future, and comparing and contrasting how i shouldnt feel selfish, especially since my family supports me. but goddamn, it is not ok that college is ending and the world is sucking so much.
but amdist all the bullshit that is the world... im still happy. i actually went to bed and woke up one morning thinking that life is amazing and i couldnt imagine having better friends, family, social life, and straight enjoyment out of school.
actually... matt said it right, "we are such a goddamn group of weirdo's, its only right that we all hang out" - so true.
i guess i've found my niche, just in time to leave it... sounds like a story im familiar with.
but i think ive grown up enough to actually DEAL with it this time.
im taking, in a nutshell, three history courses this quarter. one on political integration of latin america, africa, and the european influence. another on american democratic development, and my FAV is the history of telecommunications. its weird havin an 8:30am-5:45pm schedule. im up... i go... and i stay. its kinda creepy.