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we drive tonight,
and you are by my side.
We're talking about our lives,
like we've known each other forever.
the time flies by,
with the sound of your voice.
its close to paradise,
with the end surely near.
and if i could only stop the car
and hold onto you,
and never let go (and never let go)
i'll never let go (i'll never let go)
as we round the corner
to your house
you turned to me and said,
"i'll be going through withdrawl of you
for this one night we have spent."
and, i want to speak these words
but i guess i'll just bite my tongue,
and accept "someday, somehow"
as the words that we'll hang from.
and i (i..), i don't want to speak these words.
cause i (cause i..), i don't want to make things any worse.
why does tonight, have to end?
why don't we hit restart,
and pause it at our favorite parts.
we'll skip the goodbyes.
if i had it my way,
i'd turn the car around and runaway,
just you and i.
and i (i..), i don't want to speak these words.
cause i (cause i..), i don't want to make things any worse.
and i (i..), i don't want to speak these words
cause i, i don't want to make things
and i, i don't want to make things any worse
-matchbookromance
yeah so tomorrow is a half
day then vacation. awesome..
i mean yeah i'm glad for the
break but it just sucks for
reasons you cant understand.
plus having to read my whole
book for american author.
supposed to hang out with
will and joe tomorrow after
school but things change i guess.
joes going golfing instead and
playing poker later after that.
cool. so yeah hopefully i'll
find something else to do
in its place.
hannahs leaving me tomorrow
for jamaica andd she couldnt
be leaving at a worse time
and its going to suck because
she is basically my other half
and i dont quite know what to do
with myself. so if anyone wants
to be my new best friend for a week
let me knoww and we can arrange that..
yeah so i hear my mom packing up
the car for when she leaves for the
weekend tomorrow. cool. i'll be sitting
here by myself in an empty house most
likly all weekend. god damnit why does
my life suck so bad. honestly.
so maybe (hopefully) i'll be
able to go up to bowdoin for the
weekend if brandon says thats cool
but i've never really gotten any
response from him yet so who knows.
its something to do though, to get
away.
yeah so priom is in one month
exactly. awesome. i dunno, i'm
kinda excited but i'm really not
that much. whatever. maybe it'll
just kick in when it gets closer?
so i think i decided to play
lacrosse afterall? cause jv needs
a goalie and i kinda miss playing
anyway, but it sucks that it'll be
my third year on jv and having to
like take the time to kinda go over
everything again for all the new comers
and the coach seems like she doesnt
know what the hell shes gotten herself
into and i really wish mcwilliams was
still coaching. but we'll see how shit
goes i guess. soma and i will be tight
again this year i think, which is cool.
i missed hangin out with her. i wish i
had started earlier or they did captain
voting later cause i really wish i coulda
gotten it especially since i'm third year
returning and julies on the team but its her
first year and no one really knew me that first
day so yeah chances are i will not be getting
it and it'll be all sophomores. sweet. that
should be awessomee...
yup got a 64 on a quiz in math
today. doesnt get much better.
that'll drop my grade like 100 points.
i love it.
yeah so i'm done with this.
not in the best mood
and still not feeling great.
my life sucks andd i need
to find something to fix that..
like, soon. or i'm thinking i'll
go crazy. or something like that
will happen because i'm like having
a breakdown andd theres only so much
i can do. so someone help. <3
and you are by my side.
We're talking about our lives,
like we've known each other forever.
the time flies by,
with the sound of your voice.
its close to paradise,
with the end surely near.
and if i could only stop the car
and hold onto you,
and never let go (and never let go)
i'll never let go (i'll never let go)
as we round the corner
to your house
you turned to me and said,
"i'll be going through withdrawl of you
for this one night we have spent."
and, i want to speak these words
but i guess i'll just bite my tongue,
and accept "someday, somehow"
as the words that we'll hang from.
and i (i..), i don't want to speak these words.
cause i (cause i..), i don't want to make things any worse.
why does tonight, have to end?
why don't we hit restart,
and pause it at our favorite parts.
we'll skip the goodbyes.
if i had it my way,
i'd turn the car around and runaway,
just you and i.
and i (i..), i don't want to speak these words.
cause i (cause i..), i don't want to make things any worse.
and i (i..), i don't want to speak these words
cause i, i don't want to make things
and i, i don't want to make things any worse
-matchbookromance
yeah so tomorrow is a half
day then vacation. awesome..
i mean yeah i'm glad for the
break but it just sucks for
reasons you cant understand.
plus having to read my whole
book for american author.
supposed to hang out with
will and joe tomorrow after
school but things change i guess.
joes going golfing instead and
playing poker later after that.
cool. so yeah hopefully i'll
find something else to do
in its place.
hannahs leaving me tomorrow
for jamaica andd she couldnt
be leaving at a worse time
and its going to suck because
she is basically my other half
and i dont quite know what to do
with myself. so if anyone wants
to be my new best friend for a week
let me knoww and we can arrange that..
yeah so i hear my mom packing up
the car for when she leaves for the
weekend tomorrow. cool. i'll be sitting
here by myself in an empty house most
likly all weekend. god damnit why does
my life suck so bad. honestly.
so maybe (hopefully) i'll be
able to go up to bowdoin for the
weekend if brandon says thats cool
but i've never really gotten any
response from him yet so who knows.
its something to do though, to get
away.
yeah so priom is in one month
exactly. awesome. i dunno, i'm
kinda excited but i'm really not
that much. whatever. maybe it'll
just kick in when it gets closer?
so i think i decided to play
lacrosse afterall? cause jv needs
a goalie and i kinda miss playing
anyway, but it sucks that it'll be
my third year on jv and having to
like take the time to kinda go over
everything again for all the new comers
and the coach seems like she doesnt
know what the hell shes gotten herself
into and i really wish mcwilliams was
still coaching. but we'll see how shit
goes i guess. soma and i will be tight
again this year i think, which is cool.
i missed hangin out with her. i wish i
had started earlier or they did captain
voting later cause i really wish i coulda
gotten it especially since i'm third year
returning and julies on the team but its her
first year and no one really knew me that first
day so yeah chances are i will not be getting
it and it'll be all sophomores. sweet. that
should be awessomee...
yup got a 64 on a quiz in math
today. doesnt get much better.
that'll drop my grade like 100 points.
i love it.
yeah so i'm done with this.
not in the best mood
and still not feeling great.
my life sucks andd i need
to find something to fix that..
like, soon. or i'm thinking i'll
go crazy. or something like that
will happen because i'm like having
a breakdown andd theres only so much
i can do. so someone help. <3