I guess that I was afraid that if you rolled away you wouldnt roll back in my direction real soon

[megglie]

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey
i'm updating because I feel ike its necessary. Only I have nothing to talk about because Im not very interesting. In fact I am very average. I hate being average. I like drama. I like something to be happening. I wish there was something happening...Nope its still just me...being me...living the life of me..Should i be happy by this I th ik so...I like me but wish there was a little more to me than me.

I want to be special..or have some sort of talent..after 18 years of looking im still me though..Ok i'll just accept me now I guess...

I wish it was as easy as that...

well anyways I really like cupcakes...
oooh and singing pop songs Opraish thats really fun...try it
maybe that is what will set me as unique hmmmmm

ok bye

oh yeah ps...I miss us...I miss the uncomplicated undramatic us. The kind of us that could just have fun together. the kind of us that wasnt boy crazy. The kind of us that makes me happy not really pissed off all the time. The kind of us that let me let loose and act like a total Asshole
i miss that us