May 12, 2005 20:38
I've temporarily given up on Life the Universe and Everything. Things just never go as they plan. Im depressed and I dont understand why. I cant take this anymore. I feel like I'm one giant secret...I want to be me...but it's too painful...
Prom was awesome though. I could probably say it was probably top 3 best times of my life... I love my friends and I dont want to lose them... ever...
This weekend is me and Steve's 1 year. One year that is insane. I love him, and he has to love me bc he has a year of putting up with my crap. Nothing is working out the way i wanted it to this week yet and I am just ready to cry..o wait did with kate haha
here is a fun closer song
In my place, in my place
Were lines that I couldn't change
I was lost, oh yeah
And I was lost, I was lost
Crossed lines I shouldn't have crossed
I was lost, oh yeah
Yeah, how long must you wait for it?
Yeah, how long must you pay for it?
Yeah, how long must you wait for it?
(Oh for it)
I was scared, I was scared
Tired and underprepared
But I wait for it
If you go, if you go
Leave me down here on my own
Then I'll wait for you (yeah)
Yeah, how long must you wait for it?
Yeah, how long must you pay for it?
Yeah, how long must you wait for it?
(Oh for it)
(Sing it) Please, please, please
Come back and sing to me
To me, me
Come on and sing it out, now, now
Come on and sing it out, to me, me
Come back and sing it
In my place, in my place
Were lines that I couldn't change
And I was lost, oh yeah, oh yeah