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Happy Late thanksgiving and all that jive.
THe one thing I detest most about thanksgiving is the day after. Sure its cool that we get the day off and I am enjoying this mini vacation indeed.
But its this day when we get to see just how commercialized America Really is. Happy Black Friday all. Today is the start of the holliday season. Today is the begining of becoming really poor bc you get to go broke buying everyone their presents. I dont mind Christmas but it just seems like it isnt what it used to be. Then again I really dont think anything is what it used to be. I used to love thanksgiving and playing with my cousins. Now my cousins play with shot guns haha. When did all the magic leave? I wanna believe in things I used to again but I cant. I guess thats one of the first steps to reaching adulthood. It just seems like I have no spirit this year or something even though I havent really had a chance to show any.
ITs even harder now too because Jeff is gone. Even though I barely ever saw him at the house because he was always working it sucks not seeing him at all anymore. Well him and Erin are happpy and thats cool because I love them both. I also got invited to stay in there boston Apartment and thats cool too.
I really do fear change I think. Like yesterday at the Football there were a ton of former graduates this year and it made me think of next year. That is gonna be all of us. SOme of us wont see what we consider now to be our best friends until then. And that just saddens me. I am a depressing kid as it is.
Today I am probably gonna start shopping. I hav eno idea how I am gonna afford everything but hey at least I dont spend 250 dollars on Dior sunglasses. Hahahah I felt like i needed to make fun of Leslie for a second.
I'm excited for the HOlliday Stroll saturday. Last year it was soo cold me and Renee went for like five minutes and then left. Most of the time was spent at the Dunkin Donuts. We still had fun. We always had a good time. There will be a big hang out i believe saturday.
I am pretty sure that Jason and NIck hate me though for not hanging out with him on Wendsday. Sorry lambs but u ended up hanging otu with other people that are probably better than me anyway. \
allright I am rambling on beyond belief Im done for now...
Happy Late thanksgiving and all that jive.
THe one thing I detest most about thanksgiving is the day after. Sure its cool that we get the day off and I am enjoying this mini vacation indeed.
But its this day when we get to see just how commercialized America Really is. Happy Black Friday all. Today is the start of the holliday season. Today is the begining of becoming really poor bc you get to go broke buying everyone their presents. I dont mind Christmas but it just seems like it isnt what it used to be. Then again I really dont think anything is what it used to be. I used to love thanksgiving and playing with my cousins. Now my cousins play with shot guns haha. When did all the magic leave? I wanna believe in things I used to again but I cant. I guess thats one of the first steps to reaching adulthood. It just seems like I have no spirit this year or something even though I havent really had a chance to show any.
ITs even harder now too because Jeff is gone. Even though I barely ever saw him at the house because he was always working it sucks not seeing him at all anymore. Well him and Erin are happpy and thats cool because I love them both. I also got invited to stay in there boston Apartment and thats cool too.
I really do fear change I think. Like yesterday at the Football there were a ton of former graduates this year and it made me think of next year. That is gonna be all of us. SOme of us wont see what we consider now to be our best friends until then. And that just saddens me. I am a depressing kid as it is.
Today I am probably gonna start shopping. I hav eno idea how I am gonna afford everything but hey at least I dont spend 250 dollars on Dior sunglasses. Hahahah I felt like i needed to make fun of Leslie for a second.
I'm excited for the HOlliday Stroll saturday. Last year it was soo cold me and Renee went for like five minutes and then left. Most of the time was spent at the Dunkin Donuts. We still had fun. We always had a good time. There will be a big hang out i believe saturday.
I am pretty sure that Jason and NIck hate me though for not hanging out with him on Wendsday. Sorry lambs but u ended up hanging otu with other people that are probably better than me anyway. \
allright I am rambling on beyond belief Im done for now...