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its weird lately i only update this thing when i cant sleep or something. This is one of those times. For multiple reasons. Number 1 being a good friend of mine. Who has done alot for me, and who i wish i could be there for right now. And im not... and i havn't been... and i couldn't feel worse about it.
It's funny, because I can fail classes, miss assigments, not even take a final (yep, i didn't even take my photography final) and not care. I can crash my car (yup, did it sunday) and really not care. But when it comes to people, my friends, or family, or anyone in my life, I am terribly hard on myself. I just always want to be the best person i can, and when i'm not, I feel like shit. But I guess that's how you grow, as a person. You take these things, mistakes, and you learn, and you push yourself, and you become a better person. And that to me is all that matters.
It really bothers me when a person is judged based on their intelligence. If they can spell words correctly and use perfect grammer. Alot of people really look down upon people of lower intelligence then their own, and that's completely insane. Some of the smartest people in the world are also the ones who do and say the most horrible things.
ok, my head is cleared. that was all irrelevant and random. goodnight =)
It's funny, because I can fail classes, miss assigments, not even take a final (yep, i didn't even take my photography final) and not care. I can crash my car (yup, did it sunday) and really not care. But when it comes to people, my friends, or family, or anyone in my life, I am terribly hard on myself. I just always want to be the best person i can, and when i'm not, I feel like shit. But I guess that's how you grow, as a person. You take these things, mistakes, and you learn, and you push yourself, and you become a better person. And that to me is all that matters.
It really bothers me when a person is judged based on their intelligence. If they can spell words correctly and use perfect grammer. Alot of people really look down upon people of lower intelligence then their own, and that's completely insane. Some of the smartest people in the world are also the ones who do and say the most horrible things.
ok, my head is cleared. that was all irrelevant and random. goodnight =)