school
well as usual i never update but i suppose i will say something
school is being a bitch
lifes kinda being a bitch
im workin on things and i know YOU are too. for that im starting to feel more at easy babe.
this week should be interesting. lots of papers and test. then the following week another 2 test slam. but hey i said i wanted to get this college thing dune. i gota do something with my life and i guess i just feel that with out learning something i wont get a job that i want and a plan for my life i need. i guess i just dont wana be broke and unhappy so if i can get the career part ill be some what ok. though i have a someone ;) i still would like a decent job.
see the thing is i switched to a B.S. in Art this past year. i made the decision to do graphic Design. thing is that its a concentration. BUT in a BS its just kinda art classes. my Graphic Teach Who also is my advisor is telling me ill get a better job with a B.F.A but thing is with the BS i had planned to minor in Media studies to help me out. He tells me im capable of such as well. BUT a BFA is good for Grad school. Now with a BS it be harder to get into grad school. i know this is very scattered but its all thats been on my mind besides my personal things and loads of school work bull i have this semester. i guess im just battling b/w the BFA and BS with a MSTD minor. the BFA requires reviews of my works. if i fail them then ill still get a degree but it will only be the BS. Now problem is i dont want just a BS or just a BFA ...i want that minor b/c its my saftey net, especially with the BS. The hours a BFA take for Art are double the BS so it be much harder to get that minor with the BFA and do this in the 4 years even with summer school. i could do it but the problem is that summer school doesnt always offer all the courses and times i need. its mind crazying problem. so most would say hey do the extra semester and get the BFA and minor. well the parents arent to happy about that extra time on the undergrad. AND on top of that i dont know if i wana spend that extra time (b/c i just cant stand that much more school and non stop) and then find out that the BFA isnt that big of a deal cuz i choose to not go back to grad school or something after taking time off or what not. its alot more complicated then that but then maybe its not. i just dont wana have to bust my ass doing art classes that arent going to help me gain knowledge in the graphic design area. like the BFA requires more drawing and art history. Thing is all ur doing would be to do drawing and Repeating the 205 twice and the 405 twice. theres nothing gained from a repeat, especially if its the same instructor. you could work on that style of art on your own time. on top of that it requires philosophy courses and im sorry i did religion as a Gen Ed and Not phil. so it be a back track on that when i could be dune with Gen Ed. so im just very stressed on the whole situation. but i guess im just bitchin and dont wana suck it up. but maybe im not and its just i dont know what i want.
ok nuff of that.
personal wise...things i hope will work out in time....we work and tust and love...thats all u really can do. get in or get out
<3
school is being a bitch
lifes kinda being a bitch
im workin on things and i know YOU are too. for that im starting to feel more at easy babe.
this week should be interesting. lots of papers and test. then the following week another 2 test slam. but hey i said i wanted to get this college thing dune. i gota do something with my life and i guess i just feel that with out learning something i wont get a job that i want and a plan for my life i need. i guess i just dont wana be broke and unhappy so if i can get the career part ill be some what ok. though i have a someone ;) i still would like a decent job.
see the thing is i switched to a B.S. in Art this past year. i made the decision to do graphic Design. thing is that its a concentration. BUT in a BS its just kinda art classes. my Graphic Teach Who also is my advisor is telling me ill get a better job with a B.F.A but thing is with the BS i had planned to minor in Media studies to help me out. He tells me im capable of such as well. BUT a BFA is good for Grad school. Now with a BS it be harder to get into grad school. i know this is very scattered but its all thats been on my mind besides my personal things and loads of school work bull i have this semester. i guess im just battling b/w the BFA and BS with a MSTD minor. the BFA requires reviews of my works. if i fail them then ill still get a degree but it will only be the BS. Now problem is i dont want just a BS or just a BFA ...i want that minor b/c its my saftey net, especially with the BS. The hours a BFA take for Art are double the BS so it be much harder to get that minor with the BFA and do this in the 4 years even with summer school. i could do it but the problem is that summer school doesnt always offer all the courses and times i need. its mind crazying problem. so most would say hey do the extra semester and get the BFA and minor. well the parents arent to happy about that extra time on the undergrad. AND on top of that i dont know if i wana spend that extra time (b/c i just cant stand that much more school and non stop) and then find out that the BFA isnt that big of a deal cuz i choose to not go back to grad school or something after taking time off or what not. its alot more complicated then that but then maybe its not. i just dont wana have to bust my ass doing art classes that arent going to help me gain knowledge in the graphic design area. like the BFA requires more drawing and art history. Thing is all ur doing would be to do drawing and Repeating the 205 twice and the 405 twice. theres nothing gained from a repeat, especially if its the same instructor. you could work on that style of art on your own time. on top of that it requires philosophy courses and im sorry i did religion as a Gen Ed and Not phil. so it be a back track on that when i could be dune with Gen Ed. so im just very stressed on the whole situation. but i guess im just bitchin and dont wana suck it up. but maybe im not and its just i dont know what i want.
ok nuff of that.
personal wise...things i hope will work out in time....we work and tust and love...thats all u really can do. get in or get out
<3