Damn its been a while
God, this is sad...i really havent written in this thing in like 2-3 months ? something like that. well ive had the damn thing since junior year of high school. well as always, its me and my cant spell bad word usage/typin journal entry. ha! what can i say!
i got class in 30mins but eh ill leave a lil something:
lets see, things got better then great. had thanks giving, had christmas. wow thats how long its been? haha. got drunk some...scratch that...alot. um got good shit and got to see my baby. did well in school and all too :) (3.12)
now on to current: its the 3rd week in the semester and so far its lame. im ready for summer and my classes to be over. well i just dont want the classes part. im gona slightly dread this summer cuz i wont see my baby all that much. :/ Im kinda debating about doing summer school at RU. i would go to TNCC at home but i know i wont get shit dune and besides that i only know of 1 class that i could take there that would do me any good at RU and thats my 200 level english but i wanted to do 2 classes maymester (if thats physically even poss?) and so i would need to do it hear for the simple fact that it would be an art class for my major. i hate being behind! but besides that i need to make some money this semester. thing is i dont wana go back into the resturant again cuz i actually wana work out side like i did this last summer with my dad. i would work for him but he can tend to be a major dick on the job at times and i cant just not take "my work home problems with me" cuz he's not only my boss in this case, he's my dad. but with summer school and all it wouldnt be worth workin 2 months at a resturant any way. so i think ill just hunt around for some small lil landscapin job with 1 of my dads friends that might not bite my head off like him and still give me that nice weekends off thing :)
i must say ive been so up and down lately. ever since i got back. ive got a lot on my mind...and im sure u can see it on my face baby. i just want more control over my life... i mean i dont have it but i mean being that im not sure yet what im tryin to do with it kinda makes me uneasy at times. i know i should thing to far in the future but i just dont wana turn around 1 day and say WTF did u just do and be like 30 yrs old. ive just got all this personal and social issues....social issues usually = bullshit at times.
ugh well i guess im on my way now....but ill say this...i love u baby. ur makin it better for me every day :)
<3 me
i got class in 30mins but eh ill leave a lil something:
lets see, things got better then great. had thanks giving, had christmas. wow thats how long its been? haha. got drunk some...scratch that...alot. um got good shit and got to see my baby. did well in school and all too :) (3.12)
now on to current: its the 3rd week in the semester and so far its lame. im ready for summer and my classes to be over. well i just dont want the classes part. im gona slightly dread this summer cuz i wont see my baby all that much. :/ Im kinda debating about doing summer school at RU. i would go to TNCC at home but i know i wont get shit dune and besides that i only know of 1 class that i could take there that would do me any good at RU and thats my 200 level english but i wanted to do 2 classes maymester (if thats physically even poss?) and so i would need to do it hear for the simple fact that it would be an art class for my major. i hate being behind! but besides that i need to make some money this semester. thing is i dont wana go back into the resturant again cuz i actually wana work out side like i did this last summer with my dad. i would work for him but he can tend to be a major dick on the job at times and i cant just not take "my work home problems with me" cuz he's not only my boss in this case, he's my dad. but with summer school and all it wouldnt be worth workin 2 months at a resturant any way. so i think ill just hunt around for some small lil landscapin job with 1 of my dads friends that might not bite my head off like him and still give me that nice weekends off thing :)
i must say ive been so up and down lately. ever since i got back. ive got a lot on my mind...and im sure u can see it on my face baby. i just want more control over my life... i mean i dont have it but i mean being that im not sure yet what im tryin to do with it kinda makes me uneasy at times. i know i should thing to far in the future but i just dont wana turn around 1 day and say WTF did u just do and be like 30 yrs old. ive just got all this personal and social issues....social issues usually = bullshit at times.
ugh well i guess im on my way now....but ill say this...i love u baby. ur makin it better for me every day :)
<3 me