act on it
breath, step, think, move, stop...act on something
cant be hurt by jealous thoughts if you dont let them exist. i can smile if you help me is what im thinkin. but i can only do so much my self for i do hold back my feelings about every decision ive ever made in life.
i feel like im standing over something tall looking out in the distance and im seeing everything clearly unclear or maybe its the other way around. the point being its like nothing makes sense... but it is. i just know that if i want something i go for it. right>? i need to but i cant be unsure so how do i become sure? i take my time. time just leaves more opps in my book and now im back where i began...thinking clearly unclear. damnit!!!! an thats really what i feel. damnit is the red bold words that go across my head and when i have it in my sight knowing that might not be what i have been lookin for. but now im stopping and thinkin i'll wait and it will come. but if it does will i know. will i know what ever is comming br really comming or will i be reading into all of this miss judged thought of what im doing with myself and realize ive come right back to where ive started. it seems to me my lifes on this connected chain of change that i must just sit and wait b/c if i get up to fast ill will all just break.
i make no sense but damn does it feel good to just type out what ever the hell i want.
cant be hurt by jealous thoughts if you dont let them exist. i can smile if you help me is what im thinkin. but i can only do so much my self for i do hold back my feelings about every decision ive ever made in life.
i feel like im standing over something tall looking out in the distance and im seeing everything clearly unclear or maybe its the other way around. the point being its like nothing makes sense... but it is. i just know that if i want something i go for it. right>? i need to but i cant be unsure so how do i become sure? i take my time. time just leaves more opps in my book and now im back where i began...thinking clearly unclear. damnit!!!! an thats really what i feel. damnit is the red bold words that go across my head and when i have it in my sight knowing that might not be what i have been lookin for. but now im stopping and thinkin i'll wait and it will come. but if it does will i know. will i know what ever is comming br really comming or will i be reading into all of this miss judged thought of what im doing with myself and realize ive come right back to where ive started. it seems to me my lifes on this connected chain of change that i must just sit and wait b/c if i get up to fast ill will all just break.
i make no sense but damn does it feel good to just type out what ever the hell i want.