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I leave for amsterdam in one month exactly. I am very excited about going, but before I go there I'm going to Kansas to visit Andy. It's weird, but I'm more excited about seeing andy. We're gonna just hang out for a few days and try to work on this thing we call a relationship. He's got big plans for us while I'm there. He's going to take me to see all the sights around where he lives. And then I think we might go stay in St. Louis for a night. It should be fun times. I'm glad we are trying to work this out. We have such a long history. Yeah, I know it has been bumpy at times (ok, bumpy a lot of times) but I wouldn't trade it for anything in the world. I realized, while trying to figure out my life, that I can't picture my life without andy in it. He is my best friend. I have a lot of other best friends, but none of them know or understand me quite like andy. I miss him, and that became obvious the other day when I was talking to him. Nobody makes me smile the way andy can. It's gonna be rough trying to work this out and get things back to a happy relationship, but I'm willing to put the time and effort into it. I can't think of anything right now that would make me happier than being with him again.