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So, I'm sad. I'm depressed. I'm tired. And I'm sick.
My sister is moving and I can't handle that right now. It just isn't fair. It's like losing a piece of me. Twins have this crazy connection that no one understands.
So I am still working full time at the bux and doing a paper route on top of it. Last night Adam did it alone so that I could sleep. It was nice. I really needed it.
I have had this awful pain in my jaw for about a week. Then my throat started to get really swollen. And then I got this horrible pain in my back. I think I am starting to get some sort of Flu so I am going to the doctor in the morning.
We decided not to move. It is best for us to stay put, yeah it sucks but we will save money this way. I just feel really alone out here. All my family and most of my friends are in the Springdale/Fayetteville area. I've got my wonderful Adam and that makes me happy. But that is all I have.
I tried picking up hobbies like knitting and making pretty little hemp necklaces, but I don't have the time to work on them.
Work, sleep, work some more, sleep a little, then do it all over again.
That is what my life has come to. I'm just complaining now. Night.
My sister is moving and I can't handle that right now. It just isn't fair. It's like losing a piece of me. Twins have this crazy connection that no one understands.
So I am still working full time at the bux and doing a paper route on top of it. Last night Adam did it alone so that I could sleep. It was nice. I really needed it.
I have had this awful pain in my jaw for about a week. Then my throat started to get really swollen. And then I got this horrible pain in my back. I think I am starting to get some sort of Flu so I am going to the doctor in the morning.
We decided not to move. It is best for us to stay put, yeah it sucks but we will save money this way. I just feel really alone out here. All my family and most of my friends are in the Springdale/Fayetteville area. I've got my wonderful Adam and that makes me happy. But that is all I have.
I tried picking up hobbies like knitting and making pretty little hemp necklaces, but I don't have the time to work on them.
Work, sleep, work some more, sleep a little, then do it all over again.
That is what my life has come to. I'm just complaining now. Night.