LIfe......
Okay, so Chris and I went to the movies Saturday night. It went pretty well. I still really love him. We'll see where it goes. He isn't getting jail time but he can't be around alcohol at all for 6 months and doesn't have a license for a year so maybe it will be the settling down he really needs. I realized I do miss him. My brother David said that either I would have to date him again and go through more shit with him, or I would date him again and we would work out but either way I should probably give him another chance at stuff. We'll see how it goes. I don't want to be vulnerable, I don't want to love him, I don't want him to matter....but regardless of who I'm with or how hard I try to stay away, it just keeps coming back on me and I find myself thinking about him at the oddest times of the day and for no reason whats so ever. I think I fell way too hard this time. I don't know anymore.