Rant - bad words inside. You have been warned.
I am in a mood. Maybe many things have led up to this moment but GODS BE DAMNED I am pissed.
I had a child young. I don't deny this. But I worked hard to see he never lacked, wanted or went without. I worked over 40 hours a week, went to class and raised my child ALONE. And LOOSING my fiancee. Meaning - I was in a state AWAY from all that I loved and was raising a child ALONE. NO back up - just me. But we survived and are THRIVING. Thank you VERY FUCKING MUCH.
NOTHING pisses me off more than to have people who have support, have back up, have their little lives going on some lovely golden happy place tell me that 'surivival isn't the same as doing well at'. FUCK YOU. I busted my ASS. I showed my son that through hard work, dedication and tenacity you can do it.. My son is a happy, loving, giving child who smiles more than anyone I have seen. He is also the hardest working child I have ever met.
So screw you condescending assholes and bitches.
Am I saying I should have had it easy? No. Life isn't easy. I never went on welfare. I never took state money. I have always busted my ass and made ends meet on my own. I have never had handouts. So making me feel like you are lumping me in with them is a CROCK. I hate that people can make me cry. I HATE it. I hate that comments can make me question myself.
I know I will catch hell from this from people and there isn't anything I can do to stop it.
I had a child young. I don't deny this. But I worked hard to see he never lacked, wanted or went without. I worked over 40 hours a week, went to class and raised my child ALONE. And LOOSING my fiancee. Meaning - I was in a state AWAY from all that I loved and was raising a child ALONE. NO back up - just me. But we survived and are THRIVING. Thank you VERY FUCKING MUCH.
NOTHING pisses me off more than to have people who have support, have back up, have their little lives going on some lovely golden happy place tell me that 'surivival isn't the same as doing well at'. FUCK YOU. I busted my ASS. I showed my son that through hard work, dedication and tenacity you can do it.. My son is a happy, loving, giving child who smiles more than anyone I have seen. He is also the hardest working child I have ever met.
So screw you condescending assholes and bitches.
Am I saying I should have had it easy? No. Life isn't easy. I never went on welfare. I never took state money. I have always busted my ass and made ends meet on my own. I have never had handouts. So making me feel like you are lumping me in with them is a CROCK. I hate that people can make me cry. I HATE it. I hate that comments can make me question myself.
I know I will catch hell from this from people and there isn't anything I can do to stop it.