First Fic in awhile.....Atobe/Hiyoshi....inspired by muses at TeniPuri University

Dec 21, 2007 23:20



Theme 1 - Ten years later…

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Ten years ago I thought you were slightly insane…

Ten years ago I never thought that waking up next to you would make me happy.

Ten years ago you were the one I wanted to defeat in life and on the tennis court - now I will settle for just the tennis court.

Ten years ago I was happy on my own.

It’s crazy how things change.  You are my boyfriend.  You are the one I want to wake up with and you are the one I want to grow old with.  How you, Atobe Kiego, came into my life again like you did and completely changed things and yet left every thing the same is beyond me.  How you want to be with me, Hiyoshi Wakashi is beyond me.  You could have anyone.   I am glad you picked me though.  I am glad it’s me you want to wake up with and the one you want to talk to.

Ten years ago I thought I was mean to be alone.  I really did.  I thought that as long as I had respect I was okay.  I thought that it would be enough.  Sure I had relationships…and I thought I had been in love.

Then I kissed you in a teahouse.  I felt you hold my hand.  I got possessive of those kisses….of those touches.  Protective of you.  I know you can take care of yourself - but I like feeling needed.  I like how your arms tighten around me whenever you want.

Amazing what can happen ten years later.  I love you Atobe Keigo.  I like living with you.  I like knowing you are there next to me even when you aren’t.

If it took me ten years to get to this point…then they were ten years well spent.   As long as I get to keep you I will just fine with that….

Ten years later I still think you are slightly nuts…but now I find it amusing.

Ten years later I hate waking up without you there.

Ten years later I will settle for beating you on the tennis court.

Ten years later I know I wasn’t happy because happy is not being alone.
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