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I am getting sick again. It is VERY much of teh not cool. I answer the phones all day and I am sounding like one customer said , "a frog with a southern drawl'. I live in Iowa -- I have no drawl.
Feeling a bit off of late. I just can't seem to get my feet back under me. It hink I finally have everyone else convinced I am fine - but I am REALLY not fine. But as long as no one worries over me I guess life will be fine.
My son will be in a Christmas program soon. They wrote the five year olds specail songs to tunes they arelady know. But one of the songs is SUPPOSED to be to Jingle Bells and I will be flogged if I can figure out how they get these words to work.
I am writing again. REALLY writing again. Whether this is good or bad I dunno....
I am very sick of people telling me one thing if they mean another. In one RP I was asked to leave by a mod because people didn't have teh guts to talk to me themselves. If you have an issue with me TALK TO ME. I am NOT scary and I will NOT kill you. I will listen and then give my opinion back. Then we talk. It's called discussion. I hear it's great. In another I have a male character that recently exchanged rings with another male. THe other male changed his name to that of my character legally. We even have proof that this is possible. The mods through a fit. Same with the two - they want to adopt. We have proof gay men CAN adopt in Japan. It's hard but it IS possible. Again we get jumped by the mods.
Today as I am getting ready for work I am told that my other character isn't what they want him to be. I wasn't even going to be given a chance to change him. I almost lost a character because the mods couldn't tell me they were unhappy with my character's characterization. I don't get how I could be so unapproachable that no one will just TALK to me about this. Yes I will be upset, but I will still TALK about it.
GAH! I swear if it woudln't through two storylines off I would drop them both....but I love my crack pairings I have there and I genuinely like both of my characters in that RP. *sighs* I AM being gien the chance to revamp and see if it works. I will meet them half way but I don't want to have to give up EVERYTHING about my character. I guess only time will tell.
But that be all for now....on and if I used to talk to you on AIM at work I can't anymore. Email me for my gmail name if you want to find me during the day.
Feeling a bit off of late. I just can't seem to get my feet back under me. It hink I finally have everyone else convinced I am fine - but I am REALLY not fine. But as long as no one worries over me I guess life will be fine.
My son will be in a Christmas program soon. They wrote the five year olds specail songs to tunes they arelady know. But one of the songs is SUPPOSED to be to Jingle Bells and I will be flogged if I can figure out how they get these words to work.
I am writing again. REALLY writing again. Whether this is good or bad I dunno....
I am very sick of people telling me one thing if they mean another. In one RP I was asked to leave by a mod because people didn't have teh guts to talk to me themselves. If you have an issue with me TALK TO ME. I am NOT scary and I will NOT kill you. I will listen and then give my opinion back. Then we talk. It's called discussion. I hear it's great. In another I have a male character that recently exchanged rings with another male. THe other male changed his name to that of my character legally. We even have proof that this is possible. The mods through a fit. Same with the two - they want to adopt. We have proof gay men CAN adopt in Japan. It's hard but it IS possible. Again we get jumped by the mods.
Today as I am getting ready for work I am told that my other character isn't what they want him to be. I wasn't even going to be given a chance to change him. I almost lost a character because the mods couldn't tell me they were unhappy with my character's characterization. I don't get how I could be so unapproachable that no one will just TALK to me about this. Yes I will be upset, but I will still TALK about it.
GAH! I swear if it woudln't through two storylines off I would drop them both....but I love my crack pairings I have there and I genuinely like both of my characters in that RP. *sighs* I AM being gien the chance to revamp and see if it works. I will meet them half way but I don't want to have to give up EVERYTHING about my character. I guess only time will tell.
But that be all for now....on and if I used to talk to you on AIM at work I can't anymore. Email me for my gmail name if you want to find me during the day.