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last night i learned a valuable lesson:
apparently there IS such a thing as too much adderall.
a rough outline of yesterday:
9:00 - go to school for s-squad with diana, only to find out it's canceled.
10:00 - go home for the rest of the day (still grounded..) to study AP stats
10:15 - take 20 mg of adderall (the FUN way)
10:30 - take 15 mg of adderall
10:35 - take 20 mg of adderall
11:00 - take 10 mg of adderall
11:01 - take 20 mg of adderall
11:30 - take 10 mg of adderall
(that's a total of 95 mg, for those of you that are like me and can't do simple arithmatic)
...and then for about 8 hours, i studied stats without leaving my bed (that's where i do my work, for some reason). my heart was pounding at about 120 bpm, or something like that. i was in my own little world - nothing was real except my stats book. i filled an ENTIRE notebook with really frantic, illegible scribbles of notes. i HAD to write. i physically could not stop writing. so shit was cool, i was being all productive and shit, learned me some stats, etc etc...until about 7:00. that's when it stopped being fun.
it was really hot in my room, but for some reason i was FREEZING and broke out in a cold sweat. and then i started shaking uncontrollably, and i got really dizzy and i couldn't stand up. then i passed out for a bit, and woke up, went to the bathroom, and threw up for about half an hour. but i didn't eat anything that day, so it was just....yeah. no need for details. then i went to bed at 9, threw up some more, and fell asleep around 5:00 am. then 2 hours later i got up. i can still feel my heart pounding. it's like a hangover, only to the power of like 50. everything hurts. this is just all kinds of crazy. haha but i mean honestly, how was i expected to know not to take 95 mg? well. i had good intentions.
so aside from the little adderall incident...
- i am bored as fuck. i hate being housebound. and i still have lots to study. school is so pointless.
- on thursday, i woke up and my hair was long. not quite sure how it happened. but seriously, wednesday night it was kinda eh, then thursday like BOOM it's long.
- i'm really, really psyched for all the crazy college kids to come back. i.e. becca, sharleen, cassi, eric, max, my sister...there's almost a month between school ending and me leaving...a month. of free time. and nice weather. oh, the possibilities...
that's all for now. this is without a doubt going to be one of the least fun days i have ever, and will ever, experience. call to make it less so. peace.
apparently there IS such a thing as too much adderall.
a rough outline of yesterday:
9:00 - go to school for s-squad with diana, only to find out it's canceled.
10:00 - go home for the rest of the day (still grounded..) to study AP stats
10:15 - take 20 mg of adderall (the FUN way)
10:30 - take 15 mg of adderall
10:35 - take 20 mg of adderall
11:00 - take 10 mg of adderall
11:01 - take 20 mg of adderall
11:30 - take 10 mg of adderall
(that's a total of 95 mg, for those of you that are like me and can't do simple arithmatic)
...and then for about 8 hours, i studied stats without leaving my bed (that's where i do my work, for some reason). my heart was pounding at about 120 bpm, or something like that. i was in my own little world - nothing was real except my stats book. i filled an ENTIRE notebook with really frantic, illegible scribbles of notes. i HAD to write. i physically could not stop writing. so shit was cool, i was being all productive and shit, learned me some stats, etc etc...until about 7:00. that's when it stopped being fun.
it was really hot in my room, but for some reason i was FREEZING and broke out in a cold sweat. and then i started shaking uncontrollably, and i got really dizzy and i couldn't stand up. then i passed out for a bit, and woke up, went to the bathroom, and threw up for about half an hour. but i didn't eat anything that day, so it was just....yeah. no need for details. then i went to bed at 9, threw up some more, and fell asleep around 5:00 am. then 2 hours later i got up. i can still feel my heart pounding. it's like a hangover, only to the power of like 50. everything hurts. this is just all kinds of crazy. haha but i mean honestly, how was i expected to know not to take 95 mg? well. i had good intentions.
so aside from the little adderall incident...
- i am bored as fuck. i hate being housebound. and i still have lots to study. school is so pointless.
- on thursday, i woke up and my hair was long. not quite sure how it happened. but seriously, wednesday night it was kinda eh, then thursday like BOOM it's long.
- i'm really, really psyched for all the crazy college kids to come back. i.e. becca, sharleen, cassi, eric, max, my sister...there's almost a month between school ending and me leaving...a month. of free time. and nice weather. oh, the possibilities...
that's all for now. this is without a doubt going to be one of the least fun days i have ever, and will ever, experience. call to make it less so. peace.