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BACK TO BOSTON TOMORROW
i'm overwhelmed&sick&my head is spinning and i feel like i haven't sat still in days. i can't sleep at night because i'm thinking, i never stop thinking here...i miss boston a boatload but i'm sad to leave new york...it's been a bi-fucking-polar experience, like a dream or an acid trip, or both, and there's so much i don't know what to make of, don't know what to do with, don't know how to react to...and that's a good thing. exactly what i needed. i can't think straight, and it's beautiful and exactly the reason i came here in the first place. there is so much to say and think about and do, i feel like i'm going to explode and i can't contain it all. i'm being incoherent...i need to go lie down. it'll be a fun spring break: cinderella, sleep, protests, hayley, reading...so much to read...and i'm not bringing my computer, so i won't be on AIM...if you care to reach me my number is 914-420(as in marijuana)-6212. i can't wait to come home. i might drop by bbn sometime to finish my self portrait. i need to keep self implicating about russians now.
love you all
meggie
i'm overwhelmed&sick&my head is spinning and i feel like i haven't sat still in days. i can't sleep at night because i'm thinking, i never stop thinking here...i miss boston a boatload but i'm sad to leave new york...it's been a bi-fucking-polar experience, like a dream or an acid trip, or both, and there's so much i don't know what to make of, don't know what to do with, don't know how to react to...and that's a good thing. exactly what i needed. i can't think straight, and it's beautiful and exactly the reason i came here in the first place. there is so much to say and think about and do, i feel like i'm going to explode and i can't contain it all. i'm being incoherent...i need to go lie down. it'll be a fun spring break: cinderella, sleep, protests, hayley, reading...so much to read...and i'm not bringing my computer, so i won't be on AIM...if you care to reach me my number is 914-420(as in marijuana)-6212. i can't wait to come home. i might drop by bbn sometime to finish my self portrait. i need to keep self implicating about russians now.
love you all
meggie