john loves yoko
aaahhh i love everyone and i am going to miss everyone so much. 5 minutes is a fucking long time, let alone 5 weeks. and a lot can change in 5 weeks. this is the longest i've been away in a long time...even last year, bennington was only 4 weeks. it's not gonna hit me till i'm actually on the plane that yeah, looks like i'm actually going to france. gaahh there are so many people i love so much who i'm going to miss like a motherfucker. mostly, my cat. but people, too. lots of people. i spent so much of this year pretending to be friends with people i don't actually like, or feel at all connected to, so it's so unbelievably incredible to have friends that i actually like, and want to be with a lot. but i have lots of addresses, so i'm gonna be sending out lots and lots of drunken postcards. and extra special people may even get shit brought back to them.
i leave in under 8 hours and i have yet to begin packing.
i don't want anyone to go (back) to college next year.
everything is so unstable (in a good way) and out of control (in a good way) and i've never been more self indulgent (in a good way).
i'm glad i did actually get to see most of the people i wanted to see before i left. i hate leaving loose ends. but i guess there will always be loose ends and unfinished business, cause nothing ever really seems to be definitively over. maybe not quite so present, but that's it.
i'm gonna miss the square so much, and getting high in the commons, and everybody in the square. and i know that in the grand scheme of things bullshit, 5 weeks really isn't that long, but FUCK THAT, 5 weeks is fucking forever. sigh.
nobody fucking better change when i'm away.
i love you all
meggie
i leave in under 8 hours and i have yet to begin packing.
i don't want anyone to go (back) to college next year.
everything is so unstable (in a good way) and out of control (in a good way) and i've never been more self indulgent (in a good way).
i'm glad i did actually get to see most of the people i wanted to see before i left. i hate leaving loose ends. but i guess there will always be loose ends and unfinished business, cause nothing ever really seems to be definitively over. maybe not quite so present, but that's it.
i'm gonna miss the square so much, and getting high in the commons, and everybody in the square. and i know that in the grand scheme of things bullshit, 5 weeks really isn't that long, but FUCK THAT, 5 weeks is fucking forever. sigh.
nobody fucking better change when i'm away.
i love you all
meggie