MY LIFE NOW

[meggie171]

I HAVE SOMETHING REALLY BIG TO TELL YOU GUYS. I'M PREGNANT. I'LL BE FOUR MONTHS IN DECEMBER. OF COURSE I'M GOING TO KEEP THE BABY. IT IS JUST SO HARD. LIFE IS GOING TO CHANGE FOREVER. I'M HAPPY DON'T GET ME WRONG. IT IS JUST THAT I HAVE A LOT RUNNING THROUGH MY HEAD. I DONT BELIEVE I'LL BE A GOOD MOTHER. I CANT EVEN COOK. IT WOULD BE SO NICE IF I HAD ONE OF YOU TO TALK TOO. I KNOW AMANDA YOUR MAD AT ME FOR NOT TELLING YOU FIRST BUT THINGS HAPPEN. THESE DAYS I DONT FEEL LIKE DOING ANYTHING.
NORMAN KIND OF MAKES IT HARD. I KNOW IM BITCHY, BUT KNOW I FEEL MORE LIKE THAT ALL THE TIME. I DONT THINK IM GOOD ENOUGH FOR HIM.

ANYWAYS HAVE TO GO.TALK TO YOU SOON.

PS DONT TELL ANYONE AMANDA, UNTIL IM READY.

LOVE MEGAN