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haha, why i laugh? well, this is d 1st time post smthg in lj, lol, i nver think abt tat that i hve lj, hahaa. nothing 2 post actually. but, im jz confused en mad at myself why im so lazy,. exam is next month en Olvel is 193days lveft. i nver touch my book, paying full attention in class, NVER. last yr i said 2 myself tat im gonna study hard next yr( which is dis yr) tat i wil stdy very hard. but see, im like. haih. useless person. i told my parents tat aft tis i wanna go australia as tat's a gud country if u wanna take hospitality n tourism. its very expnsve but my parents still let me if i do well in Olvel. idk wth happn wf me? i hv such a great parents, . but why i nver cherish it? why cant i pay back wf studying hard. idk, i reli dont undrstnd myself, i feel like slapping myself,. i dont know wat i have 2 do,. i hate myself really. but it nver change anythg. ive asked so many ppl how 2 encourage myself, wat they say is everythg depends on me, hv 2 push myself. but its reli hard tho. im so stress, damn bloody stress, im reli scared abt olvel en everythg. but i nver seem realize to stdy. how? tell me what am i gonna do?? i should study right? but idk wat 2 encourage myself. nothing can encourage me 2 do it. NOTHING en NO ONE. idk, im such a useless person aint I? haih
btw, my parents went 2 japan tis morning for 2weeks. damn happy.i wish i can go wth them.. i miss japan a lot. really. i was thinking 2 continue my further studies in japan. yet, it will take a longer time en i wan 2 finsh my uni asap. so, australia is my choicee,.
aihhhhhhh, 2mr is cross country, . but idnt thnk i wil come. im so lazy,. ;(
btw, my parents went 2 japan tis morning for 2weeks. damn happy.i wish i can go wth them.. i miss japan a lot. really. i was thinking 2 continue my further studies in japan. yet, it will take a longer time en i wan 2 finsh my uni asap. so, australia is my choicee,.
aihhhhhhh, 2mr is cross country, . but idnt thnk i wil come. im so lazy,. ;(