holiday . 23 march 09
well, last week was our 1week school holdys. so i din know why i went back 2 indonesia. actually my mom wanted 2 cm 2 msia but bcs of her passport so she couldnt cme. thus, i spent my hols in indonesia. i was SUPER HAPPY ! =). i hoped tat i can meet my frens, parents, go temple, see my house, my bedroom, my maid etc. i was reli happy. i went to temple for dancing class wf d guy. idk who d hell he is but i noe he's a gud dancer. he taught us dance. HIp hop dance. i was very happy bcs i like dancing. :D then last saturday was my fren's sweet17th bday's party. went there en met all my old frens. i was very happy. en ystdy went wf othr frens , eating lots of food. en i gained weight again. haahhaa.
but one thing which made me sad, when i reached there i felt ther's somthg wrong. i meant usually i will go wf this guy en talkd wf him. everytim i went back d one i mit 1st must be him. but NOT THIS TIMEE. ITS TOTALLY DIFFERENT EN MADE ME REALLY SAD.i mssgd him few times en he said he's busy wf his work. k fineeeeeee. still acceptable. then his bfdy oso nv tell me wan.MOTHERFUCKER. then las sat oso planning aft d party wanted 2 go out oso he went back wf his gf 1st. !!! nver say bye osO !!!! v din talk much ! jz said HI en then HE's GONE ! d next day, which was las sunday. d last day i could go out wf my fren, i sms him again en he said " idk, cz i promsd evilia( his gf) to go out wf her " FUCKER. din even say sorry. en oso din say anythg when i went back today. he nver did tis to me en tis is d 1st time. i reli felt sad en PISSED WF HIS GF ! i think his gf doesnt like if iM close wf him.
actlly b4 my fren's sweet17th bdy party i accompanied my fren to a wedding party. en i saw my FREN. HE WAS THERE. HE SAW ME BUT THEN HE DIN CALL ME EN TURNED AROUND. i did d same thing. i was angry wf him en i din want 2 call him but he din do tat en i was so upset. then i sat down. i saw there were beers on d table. bir BINTAnG. i drank 2 bottles( d big one) well i din realize i drank tat much if one of my fren din remind me. i drank en looked at them. they saw me. i knew his GF saw me but she din call me or TELL HIM TAT I WAS THERE. fucker. MOTHER FUCKER. CHEESEDICK. CIBAI LAh LANCIAU. U NOE IM CLOSE HIM BUT THEN U PURPOSELY DID TAT TO ME?? WF UR F-ING INNOCENT FACE? I DONT KNOW WHY HE'S FUCKIN BLIND ! CAN FALL IN LOVE WF F-ING B*tCH LIKE U.
then after tat i wanted to go to my fren's party. i passed by them. i EVEN WALKED IN FRONT THEM! THEY DIN CALL ME MANNNNNNNNNNNNN. RICKYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. ESPECIALLY U. i wanted to but i din want. bcs i was drunk. i was quite dizzy aftr i drnk. i tot u wil call me at least. but u jz ignore me en it really hurts. en when i reached there wf my fren( devi) i was exactly in front him. very near. summore i talkd very loud. he din call me osooooooo. he din call me man. he din call me. then sm of my frens( all d guys) called me. i sat at d behind en i saw both of them sat in front which next my fren ( jimmy). i purposely calld jimmy. well, i liked him as friend. i saw ricky looked at me. but i purposely din addrssd him en jz said HI TO JIMMY. n then i cm to jimmy. talkd2 wf him en ignoring ricky. en suddnly he jz said HI en touched my shoulder. i smiled. i was quite happy. en i tot perhaps, he reli din see me. then aft took food i sat behind jimmy. i tot ricky wil sit ther. but he din. !!!! i cm to him en askd him sit wf us. he said OKAY2 then talked wf his GF. but he din. he was stil SITTING THERE, EATING, TALKING, en SDDNLY GONE. DIN EVEN TALKD WF ME. KI, WAT HAPPND TO U? U R DIFFERENT LIKE RICKY WHOM I KNW.
LAST TIME u still sent me to airport wf all our frends. en u still mssgd me when i went it to d airport. tat time u still coupld wf her but u never B LIKE TIS TO MEE EN IT REALLY SHOCKED ME.
i felT SAD BCS MY BEST FREN DID TIS TO ME.
WAT'S MY FAULT??? DID I DO SMTHG WRONG? DID I??
LAST TIME EVERYTIME I MSSGD U N STRAIGHT AWAY SAID YES EN FETCHD ME EN OTHER FRENDS. BUT NOT TIS TIME.
EN I WAS REALLY UPSET. KI, idk wth is in ur brain but i realy felt sad.
at LEAST DURING TAT PARTY SAID SOMTHGGGGGGGG. U DIN EVEN SAY SORRY, DIN EVEN SAY BYE, EN EVERYTHG LIKE U DID NORMALLY. U JZ WENT OFF EN GONE. AFTR D PARTY I COULDNT FIND U, NOWHERE.
n d next day i mssgd u D WAY U SMS MEEEEEEEE LIKE SHITTTTTTTT.
O GOD I DNT KNOW TAT HE CAN MKE ME TIS UPSET.
IT'S IN A VERY SHORT TIME ,BUT IT IS PAIN ENOUGH.
PAIN ENUFF !!
but one thing which made me sad, when i reached there i felt ther's somthg wrong. i meant usually i will go wf this guy en talkd wf him. everytim i went back d one i mit 1st must be him. but NOT THIS TIMEE. ITS TOTALLY DIFFERENT EN MADE ME REALLY SAD.i mssgd him few times en he said he's busy wf his work. k fineeeeeee. still acceptable. then his bfdy oso nv tell me wan.MOTHERFUCKER. then las sat oso planning aft d party wanted 2 go out oso he went back wf his gf 1st. !!! nver say bye osO !!!! v din talk much ! jz said HI en then HE's GONE ! d next day, which was las sunday. d last day i could go out wf my fren, i sms him again en he said " idk, cz i promsd evilia( his gf) to go out wf her " FUCKER. din even say sorry. en oso din say anythg when i went back today. he nver did tis to me en tis is d 1st time. i reli felt sad en PISSED WF HIS GF ! i think his gf doesnt like if iM close wf him.
actlly b4 my fren's sweet17th bdy party i accompanied my fren to a wedding party. en i saw my FREN. HE WAS THERE. HE SAW ME BUT THEN HE DIN CALL ME EN TURNED AROUND. i did d same thing. i was angry wf him en i din want 2 call him but he din do tat en i was so upset. then i sat down. i saw there were beers on d table. bir BINTAnG. i drank 2 bottles( d big one) well i din realize i drank tat much if one of my fren din remind me. i drank en looked at them. they saw me. i knew his GF saw me but she din call me or TELL HIM TAT I WAS THERE. fucker. MOTHER FUCKER. CHEESEDICK. CIBAI LAh LANCIAU. U NOE IM CLOSE HIM BUT THEN U PURPOSELY DID TAT TO ME?? WF UR F-ING INNOCENT FACE? I DONT KNOW WHY HE'S FUCKIN BLIND ! CAN FALL IN LOVE WF F-ING B*tCH LIKE U.
then after tat i wanted to go to my fren's party. i passed by them. i EVEN WALKED IN FRONT THEM! THEY DIN CALL ME MANNNNNNNNNNNNN. RICKYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. ESPECIALLY U. i wanted to but i din want. bcs i was drunk. i was quite dizzy aftr i drnk. i tot u wil call me at least. but u jz ignore me en it really hurts. en when i reached there wf my fren( devi) i was exactly in front him. very near. summore i talkd very loud. he din call me osooooooo. he din call me man. he din call me. then sm of my frens( all d guys) called me. i sat at d behind en i saw both of them sat in front which next my fren ( jimmy). i purposely calld jimmy. well, i liked him as friend. i saw ricky looked at me. but i purposely din addrssd him en jz said HI TO JIMMY. n then i cm to jimmy. talkd2 wf him en ignoring ricky. en suddnly he jz said HI en touched my shoulder. i smiled. i was quite happy. en i tot perhaps, he reli din see me. then aft took food i sat behind jimmy. i tot ricky wil sit ther. but he din. !!!! i cm to him en askd him sit wf us. he said OKAY2 then talked wf his GF. but he din. he was stil SITTING THERE, EATING, TALKING, en SDDNLY GONE. DIN EVEN TALKD WF ME. KI, WAT HAPPND TO U? U R DIFFERENT LIKE RICKY WHOM I KNW.
LAST TIME u still sent me to airport wf all our frends. en u still mssgd me when i went it to d airport. tat time u still coupld wf her but u never B LIKE TIS TO MEE EN IT REALLY SHOCKED ME.
i felT SAD BCS MY BEST FREN DID TIS TO ME.
WAT'S MY FAULT??? DID I DO SMTHG WRONG? DID I??
LAST TIME EVERYTIME I MSSGD U N STRAIGHT AWAY SAID YES EN FETCHD ME EN OTHER FRENDS. BUT NOT TIS TIME.
EN I WAS REALLY UPSET. KI, idk wth is in ur brain but i realy felt sad.
at LEAST DURING TAT PARTY SAID SOMTHGGGGGGGG. U DIN EVEN SAY SORRY, DIN EVEN SAY BYE, EN EVERYTHG LIKE U DID NORMALLY. U JZ WENT OFF EN GONE. AFTR D PARTY I COULDNT FIND U, NOWHERE.
n d next day i mssgd u D WAY U SMS MEEEEEEEE LIKE SHITTTTTTTT.
O GOD I DNT KNOW TAT HE CAN MKE ME TIS UPSET.
IT'S IN A VERY SHORT TIME ,BUT IT IS PAIN ENOUGH.
PAIN ENUFF !!