Life is New
I haven't written in this thing for a really long time. Updates!
Things have been pretty different. I finished school with pretty good grades luckily, even though I got a B in macro...that sucked. I'm now registered on myspace and facebook so that's pretty crazy too. Not really, seeing as I was the last person in civilization to sign up on both of them. Whatever.
Dan and I are officially over for the third and final time. Umm I think that was like the first week of april, not even sure. Not sure why I stuck with him so long either, he's such a downer. I never really realized what a horrible guy he is until just recently when I started being treated really well. That was a pretty nice awakening.
I'm writing again and everything. And I'm more into history than ever. In the past week, I've bought 9 history books and I'm dying to read them.
Everything with my friends is going pretty well too. Em found out today she's home for the summer, which bums her out but makes me happy because I'm selfish. Heath closed on her mortgage today so I'm happy for her too. Deanna's going through some stuff right now but she'll pull through, as usual. Ashley's chilling out and I'm seeing a ton of her, and Krysten's my crazy girl, as always.
Like I was saying earlier. I met someone off of facebook. Sounds ridiculous, I know, but it isn't. He's probably going to read this but that's okay. His name's Andrew and he lives in ct, goes to school in va. That's the only thing I feel really weird about is the location. And I think everything we're going to have over the summer is just for the summer, because I think he's going to dump me when fall arrives. But that's in awhile and I'm just going to enjoy it.
He came up to visit me this past weekend and we had an awesome time. I felt bad cause Deanna was having trouble with this kid Tim and we hung out with them Sat night and all day Sunday. We had a lot of fun though, between going in the spa, getting drunk and playing pool. I also had Krysten and Ash over sat night. Krysten took like 10 pics and I've only seen half so far, but they came out so funny. I'm psyched to see the rest.
Okay, I'm going all out now. I feel strange because in the year we dated, Dan never ever referred to me as his gf and I got used to it, even though it sucked. Now Andrew added me as his gf on facebook and that's totally cool, it's just so weird that there's such a difference between the two of them. It's a good difference though. I'm just kinda sad. I finally meet a really great guy and I have to let him go. Ugh. I was so upset yesterday. Deanna and Ash took me to Friendly's and between being wicked tired and sad I just spent the whole time pretty much staring into my coffee cup. I guess it's a good experience though and it's definitely worth it, because now I know how crappy my other bfs were and I finally see that there's something better than what they were giving me. I just hope the trust issue is okay and I hope I get to see him as much as possible during the summer, seeing that I won't be able to when the fall comes along.
Blah. I can't stop writing. I love/hate when I get into these moods. Love it because I'm writing again and it makes me feel good, but hate it because my hand cramps a lot due to my lack of writing recently. I can't stop reading either, and it feels good because I'm finally retaining more knowledge on my own time and really reading what I'm interested in and what will benefit me in the future.
I'm definitely having one of those nights. I'm probably just still tired. I'm so glad things changed but I'm really scared at the same time. This time I could really get hurt. I was hurt when dan and I broke up the first time in september, but the past 2 times I didn't care at all. I gotta stop thinking about the end and just concentrate on right now. I wish he were here with me still.
Things have been pretty different. I finished school with pretty good grades luckily, even though I got a B in macro...that sucked. I'm now registered on myspace and facebook so that's pretty crazy too. Not really, seeing as I was the last person in civilization to sign up on both of them. Whatever.
Dan and I are officially over for the third and final time. Umm I think that was like the first week of april, not even sure. Not sure why I stuck with him so long either, he's such a downer. I never really realized what a horrible guy he is until just recently when I started being treated really well. That was a pretty nice awakening.
I'm writing again and everything. And I'm more into history than ever. In the past week, I've bought 9 history books and I'm dying to read them.
Everything with my friends is going pretty well too. Em found out today she's home for the summer, which bums her out but makes me happy because I'm selfish. Heath closed on her mortgage today so I'm happy for her too. Deanna's going through some stuff right now but she'll pull through, as usual. Ashley's chilling out and I'm seeing a ton of her, and Krysten's my crazy girl, as always.
Like I was saying earlier. I met someone off of facebook. Sounds ridiculous, I know, but it isn't. He's probably going to read this but that's okay. His name's Andrew and he lives in ct, goes to school in va. That's the only thing I feel really weird about is the location. And I think everything we're going to have over the summer is just for the summer, because I think he's going to dump me when fall arrives. But that's in awhile and I'm just going to enjoy it.
He came up to visit me this past weekend and we had an awesome time. I felt bad cause Deanna was having trouble with this kid Tim and we hung out with them Sat night and all day Sunday. We had a lot of fun though, between going in the spa, getting drunk and playing pool. I also had Krysten and Ash over sat night. Krysten took like 10 pics and I've only seen half so far, but they came out so funny. I'm psyched to see the rest.
Okay, I'm going all out now. I feel strange because in the year we dated, Dan never ever referred to me as his gf and I got used to it, even though it sucked. Now Andrew added me as his gf on facebook and that's totally cool, it's just so weird that there's such a difference between the two of them. It's a good difference though. I'm just kinda sad. I finally meet a really great guy and I have to let him go. Ugh. I was so upset yesterday. Deanna and Ash took me to Friendly's and between being wicked tired and sad I just spent the whole time pretty much staring into my coffee cup. I guess it's a good experience though and it's definitely worth it, because now I know how crappy my other bfs were and I finally see that there's something better than what they were giving me. I just hope the trust issue is okay and I hope I get to see him as much as possible during the summer, seeing that I won't be able to when the fall comes along.
Blah. I can't stop writing. I love/hate when I get into these moods. Love it because I'm writing again and it makes me feel good, but hate it because my hand cramps a lot due to my lack of writing recently. I can't stop reading either, and it feels good because I'm finally retaining more knowledge on my own time and really reading what I'm interested in and what will benefit me in the future.
I'm definitely having one of those nights. I'm probably just still tired. I'm so glad things changed but I'm really scared at the same time. This time I could really get hurt. I was hurt when dan and I broke up the first time in september, but the past 2 times I didn't care at all. I gotta stop thinking about the end and just concentrate on right now. I wish he were here with me still.