Shoot Me Again?
Blah. What can I say?
Let's start from my last entry...
That night, I met a boy...went on my first date with him and also my first date in over a month, but before that it's been a very long time. Actually, this is the first real date in like 8 months. Mixed feelings. I really like him, or I really would like him...except I feel like he's got 18942 other girls wrapped around his finger and I don't want to be #18943. Ugh, and my first kiss in forever...so weird. Okay, I like him. This sucks.
Okay, what else? Heather's wedding was fucking unbelievably awesome. She kept coming up to me and saying "this is seriously the best wedding I've ever been to." Yeah, me too? Everyone was dancing and it started right after everyone finished eating. It was sooooo perfect. We had such a blast. Everyone was wasted and I hope everyone enjoyed it close to how much I did. They're in Mexico right now probably having the time of their lives, or atleast I hope so. She comes back Wednesday so it'll be good to see her.
For all of you that know about the scot, I think I gave him up. He called me twice Friday and I never called him back. Plus before that we hadn't talked in like 3 days. I don't know. I don't wanna get hung up on one guy but this one is wicked giving me a challenge and he's just..like...sweet. And adoreable. And he paid for me even though he's broke. Well he's probably broke. And he loves baseball, and going to college. What more could a girl ask for? I just kind of get the hint that he's like a total ladies man, kinda like that new Alfie movie without all the crazy sex scenes.
Confused.
I hate this part.
And on a side note, it was absolutely awesome to see Em last weekend. COME HOME!!! I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!
Let's start from my last entry...
That night, I met a boy...went on my first date with him and also my first date in over a month, but before that it's been a very long time. Actually, this is the first real date in like 8 months. Mixed feelings. I really like him, or I really would like him...except I feel like he's got 18942 other girls wrapped around his finger and I don't want to be #18943. Ugh, and my first kiss in forever...so weird. Okay, I like him. This sucks.
Okay, what else? Heather's wedding was fucking unbelievably awesome. She kept coming up to me and saying "this is seriously the best wedding I've ever been to." Yeah, me too? Everyone was dancing and it started right after everyone finished eating. It was sooooo perfect. We had such a blast. Everyone was wasted and I hope everyone enjoyed it close to how much I did. They're in Mexico right now probably having the time of their lives, or atleast I hope so. She comes back Wednesday so it'll be good to see her.
For all of you that know about the scot, I think I gave him up. He called me twice Friday and I never called him back. Plus before that we hadn't talked in like 3 days. I don't know. I don't wanna get hung up on one guy but this one is wicked giving me a challenge and he's just..like...sweet. And adoreable. And he paid for me even though he's broke. Well he's probably broke. And he loves baseball, and going to college. What more could a girl ask for? I just kind of get the hint that he's like a total ladies man, kinda like that new Alfie movie without all the crazy sex scenes.
Confused.
I hate this part.
And on a side note, it was absolutely awesome to see Em last weekend. COME HOME!!! I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!