Ignore the title.  It means nothing.  Just a line from a song I've had stuck in my head.

It seems as though I've fallen off the face of the planet or something.  I feel as though I owe my LJ an update as to how the birthday and wedding, seeing as how I complained about both for months and months.  But now it's been two weeks since and my memory is ( Read more... )

I've turned a year older.

K & S are married.

Neither events were a disaster; I can hardly believe either actually happened.  It's kind of like living through these surreal moments you never thought would come to be.

It might take some time to adjust to all the changes that happened in the course of 3 days.

Today has been hellish.  Life's just been hellish period.

This wedding has just become something I dread, which I really hate, but I cant get excited about it.  I feel like K's being completely unreasonable and not a very good friend throughout this process.  I also feel like I've gone above and beyond for her and it's not at all reciprocated.  At ( Read more... )

Has it been forever since I last posted? It seems like it.

First of all, Happy (belated) Birthday to

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I feel like I haven't posted anything in forever!  So, this is just going to be lots and lots of random things that have been accumulating in my head.

First off, Scrubs scenes have actually been pretty good.  I'm surprised.  Their scenes Monday, post-baby reveal were good.  I felt like no one was really made out to be the bad guy.  They both have ( Read more... )

Tomorrow morning I'm suppose to go wedding dress shopping and I feel like I should be more excited.  Only... I'm not.  Not at all.  I feel myself a bad friend/bridesmaid for not wanting to go.

All I really wanna do is hide under the covers and not come out until everything just fixes itself. 

I'm thinking that I need to get into gear and start working out again, cause the S and K's wedding is in, well... I've got a few months, but still!  I've gotta look good in my bridesmaid dress so I can at least make out with the bartender in the coat room.  Alright, just kidding... Kinda ( Read more... )

 That's how I feel.  That is how stupid NS has made me feel - used ( Read more... )

Today was my first day off in 8 days.  And do you know how I spent it?

Looking at TONS of reception venues for S & K's wedding.  Gah!

You know what makes it even better in that sick, twisted joke kind of way?  Everyone thought I was the bride, since K's out of town.  Perfect.  Just freaking perfect.

But we did go to the Ritz and now I know how the ( Read more... )

Another thought...

I have less than a year to find a stupid date to this wedding (it's so pathetically sad that I feel it'll take a whole year)  I cant possibly go by myself.

Oy.

It'll be spring training, perhaps I can talk a baseball player into going with me.  Oh joy...