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You know it feels really weird now of days.... its like your not the same person you were when you first started school... i mean for once i care about keeping my gpa at a 3.2 if not higher..just soo i can achieve one of my dreams...
i will find out today if not on friday if im a shift supervisor or just a brista at starbucks here in marion... yes i am leaving bob evans... i cant deal with there shit anymore... done
im having my good days and my bad days with the pain... im just soo tried of it and stressed out.. soo its not good...
talking to edwin makes me happy... i miss him..i wish he wasnt in north carolina with the army..i know is wrong me to say it but i dont want him to go to iraq...but he wants to go.. i just want him to come back alive.... but im happy i getta see him in december.. hes one of the only people i talk to from 2003... he is a really good friend to me and i love him for that...maybe theres more there.. but im to blind to notice it... im to blind to notice if any guy likes me more then just a friend now of days.....who knows
well gotta get ready for class... write more later
i will find out today if not on friday if im a shift supervisor or just a brista at starbucks here in marion... yes i am leaving bob evans... i cant deal with there shit anymore... done
im having my good days and my bad days with the pain... im just soo tried of it and stressed out.. soo its not good...
talking to edwin makes me happy... i miss him..i wish he wasnt in north carolina with the army..i know is wrong me to say it but i dont want him to go to iraq...but he wants to go.. i just want him to come back alive.... but im happy i getta see him in december.. hes one of the only people i talk to from 2003... he is a really good friend to me and i love him for that...maybe theres more there.. but im to blind to notice it... im to blind to notice if any guy likes me more then just a friend now of days.....who knows
well gotta get ready for class... write more later