drabble: Just because
Just because…
Just because you’re the leader, I couldn’t take you away from your responsibilities.
Just because you’re always so falling and tripping on your own feet, I couldn’t bring myself to laugh out loud at your clumsiness, ‘cause I would just hear my heart break everytime you fall.
Just because you’re always smiling that bright smile, hiding away all your pain, I couldn’t tear that mask off of you.
Just because you’re so kind and gentle to everyone around you, I couldn’t treat it as a privilege when you run your fingers through my hair and tell me everything would be alright when I’m having one of my mood swings.
Just because you’re always the one who wipes my tears away with butterfly kisses on my cheeks and ruffles my hair and always leaving me dumbstruck, I couldn’t even utter a single word of gratitude ‘cause I’m too busy blushing my way through those tear-shredded face of mine.
Just because you’re leaving me behind once again to go into someone else’s embrace, I couldn’t step up and make my thoughts sound.
Just because you’re going to Kibum, I couldn’t bear to make the umma, my best friend sad by pulling you back.
Just because you’re all smiles and lovey dovey with Kibum, I couldn’t stand to watch you guys a single second more.
Just because you’re the thoughtful, caring and perfect Lee Jinki, I couldn’t let my selfish thoughts hinder your way.
Just because I’m that senseless ass Kim Jonghyun that everyone thinks I am, I want to prove that I could be sensible for once, just this once.
Just because, I have no right to love you anymore. No more. Never had, and not anymore…
Just because you’re the leader, I couldn’t take you away from your responsibilities.
Just because you’re always so falling and tripping on your own feet, I couldn’t bring myself to laugh out loud at your clumsiness, ‘cause I would just hear my heart break everytime you fall.
Just because you’re always smiling that bright smile, hiding away all your pain, I couldn’t tear that mask off of you.
Just because you’re so kind and gentle to everyone around you, I couldn’t treat it as a privilege when you run your fingers through my hair and tell me everything would be alright when I’m having one of my mood swings.
Just because you’re always the one who wipes my tears away with butterfly kisses on my cheeks and ruffles my hair and always leaving me dumbstruck, I couldn’t even utter a single word of gratitude ‘cause I’m too busy blushing my way through those tear-shredded face of mine.
Just because you’re leaving me behind once again to go into someone else’s embrace, I couldn’t step up and make my thoughts sound.
Just because you’re going to Kibum, I couldn’t bear to make the umma, my best friend sad by pulling you back.
Just because you’re all smiles and lovey dovey with Kibum, I couldn’t stand to watch you guys a single second more.
Just because you’re the thoughtful, caring and perfect Lee Jinki, I couldn’t let my selfish thoughts hinder your way.
Just because I’m that senseless ass Kim Jonghyun that everyone thinks I am, I want to prove that I could be sensible for once, just this once.
Just because, I have no right to love you anymore. No more. Never had, and not anymore…