a whole lotta something going on
*sigh* on the whole it's been a good day.
except I keep having a repeating nightmare that I'm dating one of my old boyfriends, and it turns out that I've promised to marry them. Normally in my dream it's right before the wedding, and I'm stuck having to call off this whole shindig, and break some poor guy's heart because (shocker) I don't WANT to marry them, and I'm happily seeing someone else (kent). I know this sounds ridiculous, but in my dream it's very stressful!! In one dream, I dressed up like a police man to sneak out!! Ohhhhhh subconscious....why do you do the things you do?
also, today is a day when I'd like to write a short note to my dressage instructor, Trisha. My phone is running low on minutes, and I'm saving a little bit of time, because I know she'll probably read this: *ahem*
Dear Trisha, Mac and I missed you today. Well, Mac misses my good riding, and so do I. Which is why I miss you (well... that's not the ONLY reason I miss you! come on now.). Things are better, but there is still some sort of crappy problem in my riding which I CANNOT figure out! I wish I were rich, and I would fly you up tomorrow. =) (A note to everyone else: I love love love my horse, and I'm sure when I figure this whole thing out, I will be a better rider, a better person, and appreciative of the valuable lesson my horse has taught me about good will, perseverance, and life. However. Right now, I'm just mostly frustrated with small swings of euphoria or "I'm going to go pretend to be a beginning student and learn to ride all over")
Also, we need to create a covert plan entitled: Make Ella gain 300 pounds so that I can sell her. What do you think? An IV of beet pulp mash? 2 tons of Empower? Rice bran water? Now that I have a job that pays, it's feasible somewhat.
Love, your long distance student,
Retardo-rider.
I mean Meghan.
that about does it for me. horses need to be fed, I need to sweep my floor, and don't EVEN start me on the dead mouse thing we've got goin' on. Ew.
except I keep having a repeating nightmare that I'm dating one of my old boyfriends, and it turns out that I've promised to marry them. Normally in my dream it's right before the wedding, and I'm stuck having to call off this whole shindig, and break some poor guy's heart because (shocker) I don't WANT to marry them, and I'm happily seeing someone else (kent). I know this sounds ridiculous, but in my dream it's very stressful!! In one dream, I dressed up like a police man to sneak out!! Ohhhhhh subconscious....why do you do the things you do?
also, today is a day when I'd like to write a short note to my dressage instructor, Trisha. My phone is running low on minutes, and I'm saving a little bit of time, because I know she'll probably read this: *ahem*
Dear Trisha, Mac and I missed you today. Well, Mac misses my good riding, and so do I. Which is why I miss you (well... that's not the ONLY reason I miss you! come on now.). Things are better, but there is still some sort of crappy problem in my riding which I CANNOT figure out! I wish I were rich, and I would fly you up tomorrow. =) (A note to everyone else: I love love love my horse, and I'm sure when I figure this whole thing out, I will be a better rider, a better person, and appreciative of the valuable lesson my horse has taught me about good will, perseverance, and life. However. Right now, I'm just mostly frustrated with small swings of euphoria or "I'm going to go pretend to be a beginning student and learn to ride all over")
Also, we need to create a covert plan entitled: Make Ella gain 300 pounds so that I can sell her. What do you think? An IV of beet pulp mash? 2 tons of Empower? Rice bran water? Now that I have a job that pays, it's feasible somewhat.
Love, your long distance student,
Retardo-rider.
I mean Meghan.
that about does it for me. horses need to be fed, I need to sweep my floor, and don't EVEN start me on the dead mouse thing we've got goin' on. Ew.