comeback
i miss this... livejournal, i mean.
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for the past two weeks, i've been messing with my body clock. i've completely rewired my brain to feel sleepy at around 2:30 am, and to wake me up at around noon. from past vacation experience, i've noticed that the most boring parts of it all happened during the morning, so this was all about me managing my time well to maximize enjoyment during this break. i probably should be kicking myself right now since school starts tomorrow (since it's midnight right now), and i'll probably look all haggard and messed up during my first day since it starts at 8am. ah f...
but me sleeping late is not really all that bad. i usually spend my time reading since i can read better when the only noise i can hear is the air conditioning. peace and quiet is hard to come by during the day in the marcelo household so i take advantage of the time when everyone is knocked out for me to catch up on my reading. and i also find the silence of the night magical. it's not entirely the same with silence during the day. at night, everything is so still that it's the perfect time to think..
oo na, phumiphilosopher ako kung gabi...
and on my musings and contemplation, i've come to realize the following things: (some deep, some very superficial)
1. i've been plateau-ing in some aspects of my life. time for me to step out of my comfort zone, i think.
2. i actually want to try and be a hollywood actor (haha!)
3. i need to play hidden dragon with sam soon! i really have to decide on something. should i continue on my hopeless noble cause, or use my time in more relevant things that i can actually control and be a big help to?
4. i want to audition for lsdc-street. someone teach me how to do any kind of flip or somersault, please
5. i need to write more. all the bottled up thought need to be written down. it might actually do me some good.
6. i actually really really want to try and be a hollywood actor (haha!)
7. i really wanted to study in the US, i'm not sure anymore if i did make the right decision weighing my family and friends and home over something that can potentially be awesome for me.
8. i need to focus more. i need to prioritize things, school, orgs, dreams... those things (haha)
9. i'm almost ready to live on my own and make my own decisions.
10. i need to sleep early soon (well now..)
so yeah.. i have to say goodbye to the late nights since 3rd term is starting, oh joy.... one thing that i'm looking forward to though is condo life. i think the independent lifestyle will help with everything i've written above.. hopefully
so goodnight i guess..
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for the past two weeks, i've been messing with my body clock. i've completely rewired my brain to feel sleepy at around 2:30 am, and to wake me up at around noon. from past vacation experience, i've noticed that the most boring parts of it all happened during the morning, so this was all about me managing my time well to maximize enjoyment during this break. i probably should be kicking myself right now since school starts tomorrow (since it's midnight right now), and i'll probably look all haggard and messed up during my first day since it starts at 8am. ah f...
but me sleeping late is not really all that bad. i usually spend my time reading since i can read better when the only noise i can hear is the air conditioning. peace and quiet is hard to come by during the day in the marcelo household so i take advantage of the time when everyone is knocked out for me to catch up on my reading. and i also find the silence of the night magical. it's not entirely the same with silence during the day. at night, everything is so still that it's the perfect time to think..
oo na, phumiphilosopher ako kung gabi...
and on my musings and contemplation, i've come to realize the following things: (some deep, some very superficial)
1. i've been plateau-ing in some aspects of my life. time for me to step out of my comfort zone, i think.
2. i actually want to try and be a hollywood actor (haha!)
3. i need to play hidden dragon with sam soon! i really have to decide on something. should i continue on my hopeless noble cause, or use my time in more relevant things that i can actually control and be a big help to?
4. i want to audition for lsdc-street. someone teach me how to do any kind of flip or somersault, please
5. i need to write more. all the bottled up thought need to be written down. it might actually do me some good.
6. i actually really really want to try and be a hollywood actor (haha!)
7. i really wanted to study in the US, i'm not sure anymore if i did make the right decision weighing my family and friends and home over something that can potentially be awesome for me.
8. i need to focus more. i need to prioritize things, school, orgs, dreams... those things (haha)
9. i'm almost ready to live on my own and make my own decisions.
10. i need to sleep early soon (well now..)
so yeah.. i have to say goodbye to the late nights since 3rd term is starting, oh joy.... one thing that i'm looking forward to though is condo life. i think the independent lifestyle will help with everything i've written above.. hopefully
so goodnight i guess..