so last night was interesting...
i saw my brother for the first time in 11 years. he just called us randomly out of the blue, and wants to get together. he moved back to the albany area. i was so shocked. i still am. he ended up coming out last night. we stayed up talking to 4 in the morning. ive been up since like 6. i cant sleep. im just so happy to finally be seeing him again, and able to finally talk to him! we talked about everything. growing up we were never allowed to talk about the past. but now we can and we did! we have the same memories, he even had some that i had forgotten. it was amazing. i dont even know what else to say. there are just so many feelings. we're gonna hang out some more today too. yay!!
oh!! and he's engaged!!!
oh!! and he's engaged!!!