i quit my job today
even that feels great. im feeling low and heading towards to depression.
i am doing too much, i know. i have dance, student teaching (which is a job all of it's own), and a job. i dont have enough time for everything. buti cant drop anything. student teaching is my class this semester, drop that, drop out of school. i need a job bc i need money. and i cant drop dance because im teaching 3/4 dances and am in all of those plus 2 others. and our show is in about a month, so it's too late to drop it. plus i lve dance. life without dance would just suck for me. i dont know what im going to do next year. ill have to take adult classes some where. which will be weird bc the people in adult classes are parents who havent really danced. and they would be much older than me. and i would stand out like a sore thumb bc 1. im young, 2. i have technique, 3. i can dance, and 4. i am flexible. atleast it will fill my dance void.
i hate everything right now. my job my work load, people around me. aahhh....
i gotta go tho, tons o f work to do.
i am doing too much, i know. i have dance, student teaching (which is a job all of it's own), and a job. i dont have enough time for everything. buti cant drop anything. student teaching is my class this semester, drop that, drop out of school. i need a job bc i need money. and i cant drop dance because im teaching 3/4 dances and am in all of those plus 2 others. and our show is in about a month, so it's too late to drop it. plus i lve dance. life without dance would just suck for me. i dont know what im going to do next year. ill have to take adult classes some where. which will be weird bc the people in adult classes are parents who havent really danced. and they would be much older than me. and i would stand out like a sore thumb bc 1. im young, 2. i have technique, 3. i can dance, and 4. i am flexible. atleast it will fill my dance void.
i hate everything right now. my job my work load, people around me. aahhh....
i gotta go tho, tons o f work to do.