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Well life as usual has been pretty shitty. I got a ticket yesterday and its gonna cost me like $300 to get it taken care of. I can't drive my car until I do. I did get a job tho :) I am going to be working with 2 special needs boys that are 5 years old. They need to be fed through a tube and require a lot of attention but I think it will be a GREAT learning expirence. Not to mention its 2 miles from home and the pay is great. I am just a little scared of the whole idea of having to see these little boys eating out of tubes and being as helpless as they are. Thats what i'm there for. To help them learn to walk and better themselves. I start next week. Finally I can start to get my shit together. I just wish I had someone to be happy for me cuz god knows it takes a lot for Adam to even acknowledge my exsistance. But anyways. Felicia told me my dad had their christmas today. Didn't even get invited. I called my dad today but no answer. Called my sister...no answer. I guess I should just give up. Well I guess thats all for now. lata