God damn PMS
I guess it's probably a mix of PMS and the fact that in a week, I'll be spending my last night in the States, at home. I just got an email from Tiff and Di, both who I haven't talked with in forever, and now I'm all teary eyed. I miss them both and love them both and it really sucks that I won't be going back to K soon to see them. I know Thailand is going to be amazing and I'm look forward to it so much, but saying goodbye sucks. It's just so hard. And I know it's only six months, which is nothing, but I'll be so far away. If something happens, I can't come home b/c it's too damn expensive.
And Jess just left and we realized that we're only going to see each other two more times before I leave and that thought it so painful. I'm trying to think about all the positives, but leaving people is so fricken hard. I just want to get on the plane and get this over with. I don't even want to think about what I'm going to be like the night before I leave or when I get on that plane in Detroit. I better bring tissues.
I couldn't sleep last night and I think it's b/c I'm so nervous. Or maybe anxious is the better word. I have a feeling this is how it's going to be for the next week.
And there couldn't be a better time for PMS????
And Jess just left and we realized that we're only going to see each other two more times before I leave and that thought it so painful. I'm trying to think about all the positives, but leaving people is so fricken hard. I just want to get on the plane and get this over with. I don't even want to think about what I'm going to be like the night before I leave or when I get on that plane in Detroit. I better bring tissues.
I couldn't sleep last night and I think it's b/c I'm so nervous. Or maybe anxious is the better word. I have a feeling this is how it's going to be for the next week.
And there couldn't be a better time for PMS????