Jan 04, 2008 00:49
While feeling a deep, piteous regret for letting myself open up to a guy and then being let down in the end-- I actually had an exciting day!
In and out of daydreams involving men with glasses and relaxing on a wooden dock, I managed to decide something: I feel pretty okay!
This is a big deal for me- feeling okay means feeling... BLISSFUL. Ignorant or enchanting?
Chatting with Mariya over coffee and diner food also led me (US!) to use one another as support to lose weight! What a great way to avoid my constant thoughts of my imminent death!
30 POUNDS.
It is 2008 now- I must start new! I must learn more about myself! I must be myself! I must WRITE.
This is going to be good- just wait and see everyone (aka Mariya)!