Mono
I haven't touched this thing in ages.
But I'm so extremely bored.
It's a Friday night.
Well, now a Saturday morning.
I got stuck home all night because I'm "sick".
I mean, I know I'm really sick.
But I'm not contagious, and I don't understand why I can't go places.
Well, I understand..I just don't like it.
I cleaned a lot of my room. I got rid of all of my magazines that I've been "collecting" since 2003. That was some heavy lifting that I probably shouldnt've done. Now I'm staying up because I wanted to talk to people and I'm waiting to see if anyone comes on. That, and I can't sleep anyway.
Too much going on in my head. It's torturous sometimes.
It's not like I do anything during the day!
But I guess that gives me so much time to overanalyze everything in life. That's pretty crazy.
I just want to go back to school soon. That way I can go back to being normal. It sucks so much to have basically no one to talk to all day. I'm surprise that I'm still speaking to my mom at this point. Especially because she has to keep telling me that I can't do things. That really pisses me off. I know it's not her fault, but I'm miserable.
It just feels so terrible to not be able to go anywhere or do anything, when I feel pretty much good.
I usually get pretty tired around this time, especially after I spent 3-4 hours intensely cleaning out my room (and I'm no where close to being done). But other than that, I feel good. I just have to lay down sometimes when my spleen hurts. But it doesn't bother me. I just get pissed off that I can't go anywhere. Not to be repetitive, but really, that's basically what I'm focused on right now. Kind of.
I guess I'll go to bed. It doesn't seem like tonight is going to be very productive. Well, for my room it was.
::intense sigh:: I wonder if anyone well even read this :P
But I'm so extremely bored.
It's a Friday night.
Well, now a Saturday morning.
I got stuck home all night because I'm "sick".
I mean, I know I'm really sick.
But I'm not contagious, and I don't understand why I can't go places.
Well, I understand..I just don't like it.
I cleaned a lot of my room. I got rid of all of my magazines that I've been "collecting" since 2003. That was some heavy lifting that I probably shouldnt've done. Now I'm staying up because I wanted to talk to people and I'm waiting to see if anyone comes on. That, and I can't sleep anyway.
Too much going on in my head. It's torturous sometimes.
It's not like I do anything during the day!
But I guess that gives me so much time to overanalyze everything in life. That's pretty crazy.
I just want to go back to school soon. That way I can go back to being normal. It sucks so much to have basically no one to talk to all day. I'm surprise that I'm still speaking to my mom at this point. Especially because she has to keep telling me that I can't do things. That really pisses me off. I know it's not her fault, but I'm miserable.
It just feels so terrible to not be able to go anywhere or do anything, when I feel pretty much good.
I usually get pretty tired around this time, especially after I spent 3-4 hours intensely cleaning out my room (and I'm no where close to being done). But other than that, I feel good. I just have to lay down sometimes when my spleen hurts. But it doesn't bother me. I just get pissed off that I can't go anywhere. Not to be repetitive, but really, that's basically what I'm focused on right now. Kind of.
I guess I'll go to bed. It doesn't seem like tonight is going to be very productive. Well, for my room it was.
::intense sigh:: I wonder if anyone well even read this :P