Jul 12, 2004 19:30
so yea
just about everyones heard about jesse now
and its really sad
::coming from me who never met him and i still feel horrible::
its just so..idk surreal..like i think everyone knew it was a possibility but kinda like the possibility of snow in may
its always there but you just assume is wont happen..
and when it does..it shocks you
and thats certainly how i felt yesterdaay when i found out
its just..you keep telling yourself..no.no.no.this couldn't happen
he's my age.it's impossible.no.
ugh its just too sad.
and i use to hear people talk about him..and how incredibly nice he was..and then hearing his speech on awing grad.?? it just baffles me that one of the nicest kids our age is gone now..its like wtf?? it just seems so..wrong
"only the good die young"
"we didn't lose a friend, we just gained an angel"
"and it hurts, when i smile, cuz my heart stil remembers when you were around"
its just so sad and scary..