And now, attention whoring before work. c:
It shouldn't be a crime to want attention. But if I go around asking for it, that'd make me a god damn attention whore. OH GOD FORBID AN ATTENTION WHORE WHORE FOR ATTENTION. OH THE SCANDAL.
It's not like I get no attention. Like, none ever or anything. Lord knows if people didn't pay attention to me I'd have no one to talk to, right?
I guess I'm just hung up on the old days, when what I said and did mattered a bit more. Now a days what I do holds such little value, it's like, why work so hard without appreciation? I'm sick of actually trying when no one appreciates what I do. Which is of course, retarded. Someone will almost always appreciate what you do, whether you know it or not.
Hahaha, I'm like some sorta washed-up starlet, only with no couch to jump on.
...Fuck man with all these chairs you'd think my house would have a fucking couch. Huh.
Anyway it's pretty hard to say 'Hey, just notice what I do like in the old days' without sounding like a dick. This sorta shit's a two-way street too. I know this, but fuck if I know what to do about it. I guess people these days get too wrapped up in themselves and what they've got going on to take time out for others. Well, to some degree anyway. It's not like I should be unsympathetic and I don't believe I am. It's just me. Missing the praise I get for trying. Really though I'm no different, wrapped up in my own shit too.
It's like, what, do I have to draw two gay animals bonking in the ass for someone to notice? EXCITEMENT.
TL;DR, I feel quite neglected and I'm sick of doing things when no one even cares anymore. Attention whoring complete!
TL;DR;DR, BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAW I'M MEGGLES. KISS MY ASS.
It's not like I get no attention. Like, none ever or anything. Lord knows if people didn't pay attention to me I'd have no one to talk to, right?
I guess I'm just hung up on the old days, when what I said and did mattered a bit more. Now a days what I do holds such little value, it's like, why work so hard without appreciation? I'm sick of actually trying when no one appreciates what I do. Which is of course, retarded. Someone will almost always appreciate what you do, whether you know it or not.
Hahaha, I'm like some sorta washed-up starlet, only with no couch to jump on.
...Fuck man with all these chairs you'd think my house would have a fucking couch. Huh.
Anyway it's pretty hard to say 'Hey, just notice what I do like in the old days' without sounding like a dick. This sorta shit's a two-way street too. I know this, but fuck if I know what to do about it. I guess people these days get too wrapped up in themselves and what they've got going on to take time out for others. Well, to some degree anyway. It's not like I should be unsympathetic and I don't believe I am. It's just me. Missing the praise I get for trying. Really though I'm no different, wrapped up in my own shit too.
It's like, what, do I have to draw two gay animals bonking in the ass for someone to notice? EXCITEMENT.
TL;DR, I feel quite neglected and I'm sick of doing things when no one even cares anymore. Attention whoring complete!
TL;DR;DR, BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAW I'M MEGGLES. KISS MY ASS.