The Stars are shining again

Mar 01, 2009 22:03

My outlook on life has become better since the last entry. I just have to roll with the punches, and stop whining!

I felt like writing because now that I have a paid lj account I better take advantage of it.

What's new in my life?

- I've started on my next batch of icons! I know everyone must think I've fallen off of the edge of the earth because I lurk more than I actually participate with LJ nowadays. Hopefully I'll have this batch out by the end of the week!

-Still dreaming about London, and trying to get this application process started! I've been dragging a bit, but I will get it done somehow, by His Grace and Mercy!

-I've decided to work full-time on my novel, and I got an extra jolt of inspiration yesterday while in the middle of selling chocolate to grubbing customers, and penning the origin of the blue rose. I'm much happier with my new origin! So happy writing to all!

-Last but certainly not least: I've been reaffirming my relationship with my Lord. I've had a bit of a tumultuous two or three years in my spirit. It was a time where I had to square my shoulders and vow/fight to choose God over my flesh, over what seems like reality, over others' judgements. But I thank Him everyday that even in times when I've wanted to deny Him, and call myself taking control over my own life, He still stood by me. Especially in this holy 40 days leading into His Ultimate Sacrifice, and Resurrection, it seems a fitting time to meditate on God, and how He's been such a huge blessing to me in this time when I had seemingly turned against Him. Even when I think about all of the thought's I've had against Him, and actions, and sins, it really pains me. But thank You, Jesus for coming for such a time as this, for dying for me when You knew that this season, and many other seasons which I could be tested in such ways (God-Forbid), would come, you still said "she's worth it." Thank You Lord!

I hope you guys have a blessed week, and feel free to leave a comment if you want!

london, writing, life. god. living. beauty. poetry, gardenia dust

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