He is the stars glowing gorgeously

May 30, 2007 01:11

I think my drinking and smoking days are over.
I'm not too proud of the way I've been acting lately.
I feel like I've lost a part of myself, my sense of reality, and my morals.
I NEED/WANT/HAVE to change.
I can't wait until Rob comes home, he's the only thing that keeps me together.
That boy is seriously my life, and since he's been gone, I havn't been living.
He's going to be such a better person when he gets out and I hope it encourages me to do the same.
People think I'm crazy for staying with him, but I'm in love.
And when he gets out I want to take a week off from everything and go away with just him.
Maybe I'm thinking irrationally but I need a break from everyone.
I feel like a everything in my life lately has been attacthed to sin.
I need to get more serious about my faith.
I'm sick of the sex, lies, drinking, gossiping, everything.
I've really been a horrible person lately.
And after I clear my head and get back on track I really want to better my relationship with my family, Rob, and especially my friends.
Graduation is Thursday, I'm excited.
I want to move onto college and get on with my life.
I know what I want, I just need to reach out and get it.

I miss you Tron.
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