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i never forget how much i do, but sometimes it just hits me out of no where how much i love brandon. i can be sitting at my desk, and look at the pictures that have been here for months, but actually see them sometimes. there's a picture of brandon from when he was at space camp in like 4th grade to the left of my computer, and i looked at it tongiht, and it just reminded me of how much i love him, and how cute he is. i really take everything that he does for me for granted sometimes. he worked an extra hour for me tonight, cause my side was hurting so bad, and he always does little thigns like that for me. bring me ice cream, and cosmos, and flowers, etc when i don't feel well, or just when i'm having a bad day. he always knows how to make me smile when it seems almost impossible. even though he's not a catholic, i think he's a keeper haha i'm excited about his birthday too, cause i finally figured out what i'm gonna get him, even though i'm not sure if he'll like it, but i'm excited regardless